lill'brat

2008-03-21T22:47:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOOOO , I'm Paris Hilton .

till then ,

byeeeeeeeee (:

dont miss me .

2008-03-03T02:12:00.000-08:00

Helloooooo , I'm Lindsey Lohan !

my blog's heart is beating .
felt it ?
but its gonna die soon .
so why bother saving it ?

alyss asked me to blog .
so she can coop picos .
how smart can she get ?

Feb , a short mth with many bdays !
siaoxzxz !

MERRY 16TH BIRTHDAY VALBERG ANN CHERYL !
my bus bud (:
sorrix , no pico of her .
i shall take with her if i see her (:

MERRY 16th Dinosaur friend .
we've known each other since we're tiny little Dinosaurs !
and i love YOU (:

MERRY 4th BDAY LEEANNE ANG SHI HUIIII !
you're so little (:

celebrated leeanne's 4th bday at her hse .
wasnt planned by us at all but it was planned by her mummy (:

had bbq .
slacked arnd and talked alot alot .

HAHA . look at xinxin !
she so cutesey (:
my kbox partner :D

i like bbq-ing at leeanne's hse .
theres a swing at her garden or side walk .
and the mood is like as if we're resort-ing .
coolios !

Rock , Stone , Sand (:
BRUDDERS !

i have a SUPERMAN test pad !
how coolios can this get .
aye , not cheap ok .
its $3.90 !
and the paper sucks like shit ~

i drew this watch when i was really bored during some lesson under the teacher's pisai ~
i have 2 tone skin and dont need 2 way foundation !

the sch is looks scary !
WOOOOOOOO ~

i'm sorry ,
i'm being more lamb than usual .
i think its the Mad & Rich that is taking effect now .
sorrix . i'm not lamb at all (:

on a certain rainy day ~
HAHA . fugly miiexzx ~

toe's bday is coming .
anyone wanna share bday present with me ?
i'm getting her a pair of new sch shoes .
take a look at her old sch shoe .
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its either shes too poor to buy or shes giving me a chance not to crack my beautiful pea brain over what to buy for her 16th bday ~

speaking of which ,
CRABBY'S BDAY IS ROUND THE CENTRE !
i'm giving her salad and carrot !
rabbits love those (:

smth to laugh abt .
or maybe gross out .
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WAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH !
i look like an insect !
i have nice bangs : D
maybe i shld cut bangs huh .
then i can be cutesey auddy (:

or maybe i shld keep long fringe and take lianxzxz picos or emo picos .
like this ,
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the cousin's cam is damn clear .
it takes my black little mole on my pisai and on my adam apple .
and i lubbxzxz my bushy eyebrows (:
they're like crayon shinchan (:

uh-oh .
how ?
i cant make up my mind D:

i'm so sad D D D :

HAHHA !
my EMOtions : D

ok ,
its really the Mad & Rich with chicken shells that are taking effect on miiexzxz .

2 of my ear holes are closing soon i guess .
no ear sticks to keep them upen !
HAHAHHAHA !

i learnt that word with vickey when my horrible classmates lock me out of the class today .
" aye aye upen up "
HAHHAHAHAHHA !
and they accidentally slammed the door on my poor little ear D:
and sngie tried to swing me away from the rolling chair .
i nearly died D:

my 2 smarty cousins (:
the younger one is in vjc in the intergrated program .
and the other is smart but last time no intergrated program .
so in tjc .

maybe if i hang out with them more often ,
i will be a smarty arse (:

HAHAH .
dont be deceived by their looks .
they're evil and crappy and lamb ~
but i lubbxzxzxz them (:

time for some boy boy picos time (:

dont you just agree with me that they're the cutest thing alive ? !
ohman !
i love boy boys !

ok ,
i have made the heart beat beat for quite some time .
its time for it to die a little while before i make it alive again .

its such a cold weather .
how i wish i'm allowed to sleep the whole day ~
sighhhhhhh ~

i feel like bbq-ing or steamboating now to keep me warm D:

HAHAH .
i cant sit properly for nuts .

read what toe and i were msn-ing .

OHMYMYMY ! says:
still talk so much ~
OHMYMYMY ! says:
such an arse
**-shirleentohdoh-* says:
aiya wadever lar
OHMYMYMY ! says:
let me complete your sentence .
OHMYMYMY ! says:
its just ss .
**-shirleentohdoh-* says:
no its the teacher
OHMYMYMY ! says:
HAHAH !
OHMYMYMY ! says:
a red panties talking in class makes everyone horny ~
OHMYMYMY ! says:
HAHAHHAH !
OHMYMYMY ! says:
esp trixie !
**-shirleentohdoh-* says:
haha diao
OHMYMYMY ! says:
its the fact k .
**-shirleentohdoh-* says:
ya true
**-shirleentohdoh-* says:
i agree man
OHMYMYMY ! says:
i too woman !

till then ,
buaix buaix .

2008-02-14T05:17:00.000-08:00

MERRY VALENTINE'S DAY (:

the first ever double decker 186 bus :D

this is what happens when AUDREY ! gets too stress over what to give for Valentines .
click it to read what i wrote .

one of my aunt's hse side door .

coolios huh .
it looks like some horror flicks door ~

Thanks for all the presents (:
you made me so loved !

somehow i love Valentines
cos i receive many food (:
and most of it is like so delicious !

the lollipops i gave got meaning one ok .
3 - i love you
1 - you're my one and only

also , cos this is a rather critical year for most of us ,
and we would spend like nights studying and mugging .
so a little sugar would keep you awake and going while you go through boring notes .
arent i thoughful ?

HAHA .
touched arent you .

nxt year ,
i gonna give cup noodles and alot of other instant food .
it is to keep all of us going through the long boring nights with only notes to keep you accompany .
i'm so creative :D

Cm shld nvr ever try to bake ever again .
her supposed muffins are like half cooked .
its all mushy and wet inside .
yucky yucks yucks .
and you said i was a bad baker .
the pot calling the kettle black lahxzxz !

watch this video .
its entitled Achmed the Dead Terrorist .
ultra corny .
but the " Hellooooo , I'm Lindsey Lohan " part is ultra funny lahxzx .
other than that , its kinda corny ~

till then ,
buaix buaix (:

2008-02-11T05:16:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHEENA NEW YEAR (:

bettina bananananananna , i know you're enjoying yourself in some part of Cheena Land and imersing yourself with the New Year Spirit .

come back soon . imy tonnnnns ~

smth hit me while i was bathing today .
it made me relised that i'm actually really living in denial .
not for the changing of my bday or whatsoever .

not that i'm a perfect Christians or that i'm a real Christian or whatsoever .
trust me , if theres a list of faker Christian i would rank prob the top 5 or smth .

but i reflected and try to recall a sermon ,
according to that seromon speaker , the defination of a faker speaker is one that does not practice what he/she preaches .

yeah , its hard to actually practice what you preach .
thats why , we shld nvr ever preach !

HAHAH !
no lah ~
that was just smth to make it less serious .

but have we ever enconter people in our lives or even oursleves that claims or protrays that we're so call the "holy" Christians and so call "practice" whatever we , he/she preach ?
and the person actually believes and make other believes that he/she is actually the "holy" Christians .

i know i have .
and i'm sure the whole world is filled with this type of people .
humans are such hypocrites .
including me , i'm one big hypocrite .
thats why , i nvr hate hypocrites cos i'm one myself .
and neither shld you , cos trust me , you're one yourself .

dont ever deny it .
its a cruel fact humans have to face .

i personally have this blockage within myself .
i try not to talk sense to other people unless one day i stop swearing .
unless the person i'm talking to really needs to have some sense to be slap inside the puny pea brain .

come on , i have nvr read the whole book of the bible .
not to even mention a book inside the bible .
my bible knowledge is ZERO .

i'm proud to say that i'm a Christian that needs alot alot of moulding and determination to do what is right . i seriously think there is nth to be afraid abt . why shld we ever deceive ourselves when we know that its nvr ever gonna happened .

i felt the urge to blog .
no particular reason why .
maybe this post acts as a reflection for me if i ever read the history of this blog .

2008-02-03T01:25:00.000-08:00

i'm only blogging beacause . . .

I HAVE DECIDED !

that pair of classic limited nike dunks can wait ~

THIS SEXAYE BABY CANT WAIT !

TAKE A LOOK AT IT !

isnt it just so sexaye ? ! ? !

my heart was throbbing like mad when i saw this sexaye .

its S$250 .

the details and everything .
its so mesmerizing .

its freaking cheap on ebay lah !
its like only S$58.44 ! ! ! !

FUCK IT !
I WANNNNNNNNT !

but its a freaking size 9 ! ! !

why cant people have smaller feets like size 5 ?

sighhhhh ~

nvm ,

i think i'll just try my luck to find it on Queensway .

or else i have to burn a hole in the pocket by buying it at S$250 .

but i'm sure it would be worthwhile (:

Thank God for my mum being a bitch on my 16th bday and didnt buy my classic baby .

thats prob why i'm finally talking and answering her now .

http://www.discount-cheap.net/adidas-adicolor-y4-stan-smith-mr-happy-superstar-shoes-p-289.html

go have a look at the picos of the details and stuffs .

your heart will definately go wild .

its so wonderful !

if only they had a classic mickey one instead of goofy ~

they also have Mr Happy Jacket .

but its not very nice on the outside .

but the inside is so cutesey ! ! !

i can stare and stare at that page and i nvr seem to ever fade that smile on my face .

AHHHHHHHHHHH ~

2008-01-18T20:48:00.000-08:00

YO ,
its actually 26th January .
but i want a post on my sweet 16th bday .

THANKS FOR ALL YOUR WISHING AND PRESENTS ON MY BDAY (:
you all surprised me like siao .
it wont be the same without all of you (:
once again , THANK YOU !

yesterday ,
which is the 25th of January ,
SCHOOL ROCKED FOR ONCE !

we were dismissed at abt 8 plus 9 in the MORNING !
cos the water pipe brust .
i was so happy that i msged the wrong person ~

how i love the water pipe .
it saved my ass for the day !
no need to stand up for physics .
Maths CT being postponed .
BEST OF ALL : NO ROLLCALL !

HAHA .
i'm such a weirdo dodo birdo .
how the sch is like crusing the sch why they cant let them know earlier so that they dont even need to wake up so early just to come to sch and have flag raising .
but here i am , cheering like crazyyyy ~

and so ,
i didnt go home straight away .
i stayed back in sch .
TO OF COURSE PLAYYYY (:

i like calling toh and alyss tieless freak .
we were super high inside Shalom romm .
toh and i were being sore losers when playing pick 2 .
and alyss was being such a nitwit by winning in pick 2 .
such an ass .

they left for prayer meeting while i went home for dinner (:

i think the number 18 likes me alot alot ,
my bday is 1801 ,
my seat no to collect my edusave thingy is also 18 .
coolios huh ?

oh oh ,
btw ,
nxt year , my bday is on 18th dec .
reason being that i dont wish to grow old so quickly ~

2007-12-31T23:05:00.000-08:00

went to Jerri's hse on the 29th Dec for S-T-E-A-M-B-O-A-T-I-N-G !
in celebration of no more drills , late xmas party and early new year party .

in the end ,
6 people out of the whole gang turned up .
but we still had fun .

i was sick .
i thought my mama wont allow me to go ,
but when i asked her ,
she agreed so readily .
HARRRR ~

smth rather random ,
i want to be a F1 car racer when i grow up !

some pics of the steamboating lunch .
not many pics as expected as all of us were busy talking and playing .
and the host's cam was D-E-A-D .

jerri's cutsey little doggy , CUPPY (:
none of us knew that jerri kept a dog .
and we were imaging how mabel would react if she came .
i'm assuming that mabel doesnt take any interest in reading my blog .

had steamboat cum mini bbq ,
no pics for that .
we talked alot and ate quite alot .
i was rather surprised when aimin offered to cook for me ,
actually , i thought twice abt accepting the food she gave me ,
i dont know what she might add to poison me .
i'm also assuming that she dont take any interest in reading my blog .

thats alyss playing Wii with Joshua (:

i have to admit that playing Wii will really keep one healthy .
the amt of movement you have to move is just WOAH !
my arm is still aching till now .
can you imagine if you play it everyday ?
within weeks , you will have really tone arms man !

i played baseball with Jerri ,
that was supposedly my best component amongst the rest .
but i cant even hit any ball !
and i did no running to any pitch .
of course , i did no home run .
PATHETIC ~

Jerri won me with a score of 6-0 !
how HUMILIATING .

BUT .
i made fun of her character ,
her character looks like a traversite ( spelling ? )
i made fun till she could not hit any balls too (:

aft everyone exercised ,
we went to Jerri's room to play ,
partly cos yours truly was grumbling that i need some air con .
we slacked in there and played Signal .

my partner was once again alyss WOOSIE !
i stole jerri's card and i screamed with her .
and she said , " first call me transversite , now take my card "
everybody laughed .
i dare say that that statement was one of the funniest statement the whole aftnoon .
and did i mention that J's brothers and B's brother wont leave us in peace ?

aft playing many rounds of Signal ,
we took picos ,
but as usual , 3 little males just wont leave us in peace .

and also ,
the colur of the hats represents the partners in Signal (:

check my legs out man ~
its so thinnn (((((:

btw , those little arms belongs to Joshua's .
i was carrying him ~

a cropped version .

JOSHUA LOVE (:

and i forgot to mention ,
i have a mini band (:

HARRRRR ~
made out of 3 little imps and MEEE (:

went home aft slacking arnd .

satisfy my steamboat crave = a happy girlie (:

HARRRR ~

hanging and chilling out with friends when you're sick guarantees FULL RECOVERY ,

seriously ,
the night before ,
i was running a rather high fever and coughing my lungs out ,
but during steamboating , i was alive and kicking .

My QUOTE :
so nxt time when you're sick ,
forget abt doc and yucky medicine .
entrust yourself to a bunch of friends .

MERRY NEW YEAR EVERYONE (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIRIN DEV KAUR !
YOU'RE FINALLY 15 !

2007-12-28T01:05:00.000-08:00

i found this in howie's hp ,

HAHHA ~
so looong ago can .
and i dont even rmb myself talking a pico on her hp .

stupid howie ,
make me wait with her for her friend .
somemore i sick you know !
arse .

but i still love her (:

anw ,
howie has a blog .
but the blog have nth at all .
not even an introduction .
butterfliesinlalaland.blogspot.com

crap ,
tmr having steamboating at jerri's ,
wonder if my mama would let me go ,
afterall , i just recover .
crap crap crap crap crap ~

and crap ,
i cant see my tagboard .
>:(

btw ,
s.h.e and fei lun hai's new song (:

hmmm ,
the nxt colour i'm gonna try on my nails is R.E.D
WAHAHHAHAHHA !

2007-12-23T23:45:00.000-08:00

I NEED TO GET THIS BABY ON MY FOOT !

sexaye isnt it ?

its dirt cheap ,

$105 and smth cents .

that baby is my current distraction to Crisis Courier .

random fact ,

i love whipped cream although its like high in fat .

2007-12-20T21:17:00.000-08:00

my mama is irritating the shit outta me .

anw ,
some random pico i found inside my hp .
enjoy ~

i was washing one of my shirt ,
and my finger became red .

the blister i got from wearing my sis pumps .
its looks like some mozzie bite .

and inside the blister is all water !
so fun to play ~
wanted to burst it ~
but my sis forbid me to do so : (

hurr (:
i scare the shit outta her when i drew a smiley face on it : D
she was like " how come black black one ? ! ? ! "

did grocery shopping with my sis yesterday .
helped her carry alot of things .
in return ,
she bought for me all the bakery stuffs (:

ok ,
nth to blog .
dont miss me : D

in case you do ,

hurrr ~
3 picos of meeeee criticizing my spastic face .

HAHAHHA !
have a good laugh : D

i cant wait for 29th to come : D
steamboating : D D D

oh oh ,
meet my new friend , PURPLE

2007-12-18T06:38:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOO (:

ever wonder how tissues from the tissue box would come out continuously ?

well ~
i wondered when i was in the toilet ~
and i still havent got any ans : (

my current mood is on DONUTS !
and maybe along with some island creamery ice cream (:

oh crap ~
i can hear TAF club calling me

sigh ~
major sleeping probs i have recently .
cant regulate it ~

walking zombie is i every morning .
sighhhhh ~

i have a friend whose mouth is as big as the universe or maybe bigger .
ok , thats damn big .
shes such a bitch ~
s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y

NEOPETS is addictive like siao ~
i love neopets : D

i'm literally living and breathing on this game ,
Crisis Courier .
highly addictive .

ok maybe its just that i wanna be on the top score board .

i spend every walking / standing etc moment thinking how to advance level and not hit onto the walls , rocks and killing the stupid bull look alike thingy ~

oh oh ,
no more black nails for me .
maybe white nxt : D
that is if i have the time to paint and wait damn looooong for them to dry at the expense of my lovely game .

oh oh ,
SEA games was great (:
for the swimming part : D

looking at myself now and the past ,
sigh ~
*waves competitive swimming goodbye*

at party is gonna be held at home by my sis on 23rd .
and i'm not invited >:(
maybe i'll crash her party by coming home super early on that day with a couple of friends .
MUHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH !

my mum is quite hip ok .
shes invited for some poolside party by her friend on the 23rd .
i have a coolios mama (:

my sis is convincing my mama not to give our brand new oven away .
so both of us can bake our xmas gifts .

ingredients of course will be sponsered by my mama .
she have no choice .
her 2 lovely daughters are poor :'(

i'm baking everybody's xmas gift (:
you will be so lucky if you receive it cos its my first time baking : D
may the luck be with you .

until then ,
buiax buiax .
miss euu worxzx ~

2007-12-10T23:13:00.000-08:00

I HAVE A WISH !

THAT IS . . . . . . . .

TO RULE THE WORLD

2007-12-09T03:07:00.000-08:00

SHEESH !

my feet is painful : ( (
all thanks to my sis's pumps which i so regret wearing .
in the end , it didnt even serve the purpose that it was supposed to serve .

i'm stuck at home ALONE .
cos my mama is at some wedding dinner and my sister went out for dinner : (
i shld have dinner out before coming home man !

i'm tired .
cos i walked so much today with all the damn blisters .

and its a small small world out there .
who would have guessed that ahem knows ahem .
and ahem thinks that ahem is quite nice .
i seriously think ahem shld just die .
rights feli ?

and my crappy mama wont let me change glasses .
nvm , i'll pysco her (:

everybody suddenly has psp .
first was esther sng .
second was feli .
third was bettina .
fourth was shirin .
fifth was ling jing

so sick !
they keep popping out with msg like .
" oi , i've got your sexy baby you know . "

3 words .
GO AND DIE !

nvm ,
i'm getting mine soon : D
BLACK IS SO SEXY : D

anw ,
ling jing's one was from alvin .
its her birthday present from him a few mths ago .
but alvin refused to return to her .
and ling jing didnt even got to touch her psp at all .
SELFISH PIGGGGGG !

nvm ,
good things are worth waiting .

but feli and bettina got their psp at a seriously good deal .
whole package was $450 ! ! !
$450 FOR 2 PSP AND THE OTHER MISC STUFFS OK ! !

but i dont like their colours .
they chose pink and white .
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ~
black and purple would be a much better choice .

i think i shall get purple psp !
cos i think black is kinda common with everybody .
but black is so sexy !
damn ~

esther's one is from her brother .
coolios right !
i hope i have a sister thats nice enough to buy me a psp (:
but sadly ,
i only have a sister that is as broke as me .
sigh ~

shirin's one is her brother's .
but its kinda coolios still .

anw ,
i think theres coolios deals at sony ~
cos they're having sale now : D
i love that word man !

anybody wants to get with me to enjoy a coolios deal ?
(:

i'm so tempted to watch Enchanted again .
feli keep tempting me that i decided to block her for the time being on msn .
and now ,
she keeps calling and sms me to watch with her Enchanted .
and maybe i just might watch again with her .
and maybe cry with her .
that shitty backside .

oooooh ~
i've been watching the SEA games (:
only swimming events .
and you know what .
it makes me miss the days i was training for competitive swimming .
i miss the swimming slackers , defying coach instructions , forcing coach to treat us ice cream , snatching for toilets aft swimming , singing during bathtime with slackers and more .

i missed swimming so much that nxt sat or smth ,
huixin and mabel are swimming with me : D
anybody wanna join us ?
HAH !

SWIM SWIM SWIM !
YAYYYYYY [:

i was going my folder not too long ago and i've realised that many pics are taken w/o me knowing .
crap .
i need to be more alert .

something to ponder .
is power that important ?
what does power brings you ?
fame ? glory ? happiness ?

seriously speaking ,
i think power doesnt bring you anything but downfall .
yes , you may get fame , glory and heppiness .
but how long does all these last ?
a lifetime ?

oh please .
it doesnt even last through a fashion season .
thats how short it is .

i think its more important to humble yourself than to be in power .
when any thing goes wrong ,
you wont be blamed .
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH !

ok lah ~
jokes aside .
its seriously better to be humble than in power .
cos sometimes ,
its the humble ones that learn and achieve more in life than the so called power ones .

so i think humble is the root to all nice things .
ok .
it doesnt sound very nice .
but , still ,
its nicer and better to be humble than in power .

power brings only misery , unhappiness and more misery .
humble brings happiness and more happiness .
(:

ok ,
that was rather random .
but in any case ,
i think i sound very woooooo ~
HAHHA !

anw ,
i have decided to do alot of things before i turn 21 .
first of all , sky dive
second of all , suba diving
third of all , adopt an animal like a cheetah or smth in Africa .
fourth of all , adopt a child
fifth of all , do rock climbing on real rocks
sixth of all , drive a sports car
seventh of all , have my own studio apartment
eighth of all , stay in Japan to study

of course ,
all these are in random order .

i recently have a very expensive hobby .
collecting shoes : D
but sadly ,
i havent start yet .

so maybe its not really counted as a hobby yet .
but i will start soon .
as soon as i start earning my own money .
and its hello limited edition shoes
and hello angry mama

and and ,
i also now have another rather expensive hobby .
collecting shirts : D
nice big arty farty prints shirts or vintage shirts : D
i think they're so pretty (:

and i think mabel is damn funny when shes angry .
or when shes insulting someone .
you will just laugh your pants off .

one day ,
i'm gonna record it all down and laugh during my free time !
WAHAHAHAHAHHA !

a new grp is formed .
its called the crappy gays .
and i dont even know who are my crappy gays .
i'm in a grp that i dont even know whose my mates .
nice .

my ideal Christmas gift is a 2 way ticket to Disney Land , America .
and a job from num .
(:

I WANT SOME MALACCA FOOD NOOOOOOOOOW !
*sobs*

looks like the blogging bug is back : D
YAYYYYY !

no more rather dead blog !
hello alive blog (:

2007-12-08T16:26:00.000-08:00

sheesh .
the previous post is so cramp up .

nxt time , i'm using firefox when i'm blogging with pics man .

anw ,
Ever Ever After's Video (:

btw ,
her dress inside is so niceyyyyyy (:

Thats How You Know By Amy Adams (:

2007-12-08T16:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 15TH BELATED BIRTHDAY TO WOOSIE !

i'm only 1 day late for blog wishing .

but i've wished her at 12 am yesterday (:

Blessed years ahead dearie .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:

LOVES LOVES !

HAPPY WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO PAPAYA AND MAMAYA !

though not really appropriate to wishing the both of you ,

but still , you're my fav parents ever (:

may the both of you live life to the fullest everyday .

I LOVE YOU , PAPA AND MAMA !

yesterday ,

my sis and i read the papers together .

and we came across this page with the Disney Princesses Meet & Greet Session at Compass Point .

and i was saying i'm going to go and meet them .

and she said ,

"dont need lah ~ just meet Giselle can already ~ "

than i figured that Giselle is made up of the 6 Disney Princesses .

Sleeping Beauty's ture love's kiss .

Snow White's poison apple .

Aladdin Princess Jasmine's ability to dance .

Cinderella's ability to interact with animals .

Ariel's beautiful voice .

Beauty's kind heart .

oh oh .

and theres a Spongebob meet and greet at United Square !

and tmr is the last day .

so i think i will go and see : D D D D

anw ,

i've managed to download the songs for Enchanted !

HAPPY MANXZX !

currently ,

my fav song is So Close by Jon McLauglin .

this song was played at the last part of the movie .

and it was that part that i teared alot alot ~

cos it was so touching and so sad lah ~

apparently ,

yesterday ,

feli and the rest went to watch Enchanted .

wanted to go .

but decided not to cos i didnt feel like going out yesterday .

and so .

the most unbeliveable thing is that dearest Feli Goh Wan Ting cried .

she cried at the part where i cried too .

and normally ,

for some reason ,

she nvr cries no matter how sad it is .

she laughed when i told her i cried .

and now its my turn to cry ~

WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH !

ok ,

i'm mean ~

the lyrics for So Close (:

You’re in my arms

And all the world is calm

The music playing on for only two

So close together

And when I’m with you

So close to feeling alive

A life goes by Romantic dreams will stop

So I bid mine goodbye and never knew

So close was waiting, waiting here with you

And now forever I know

All that I wanted to hold you

So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end

Almost believing this was not pretend

And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come

So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days

If I should lose you now

We’re so close

To reaching that famous happy end

And almost believing this was not pretend

Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are

So close So close

And still so far

sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet (:

and and ,

i found out how to insert artwork on a song !

and i figured it out M-Y-S-E-L-F !

HEH !

and and ,

i like Ever Ever After too (:

its by Carrie Underwood .

and man ,
this woman has vocals of a dont know what .
shes damnit fantastic man !

Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true

Deep down inside we want to believe they still do

And a secret is taught, it's our favourite part of the story

Let's just admit we all want to make it too

Ever ever after

If we just don't get it our own way

Ever ever after

It may only be a wish away

Starting your fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve

Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe

Unafraid, unashamed

There is joy to be claimed in this world

You even might wind up being glad to be you

Ever ever after

Though the world will tell you it's not smart

Ever ever after

The world can be yours if you let your heart

Believe in ever after

No wonder your heart feels it's flying

Your head feels it's spinning

Each happy ending's a brand new beginning

Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through

To ever ever after

Forever could even start today

Ever ever after

Maybe it's just one wish away

Your ever ever after

(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)

Oh, for ever ever after

ok ,

i'm officially gonna be a Disney Fan again !

or maybe ,

i've always been through the years .

and you know what .

i'm proud of it : D D D

and you know what !

I LOVE DISNEY CARTOONS !

they're so nice (:

call me a kid or whatsoever .

i dont really bother .

cos its none of my business how you wanna perceive me .

all it matters is if i like it or not .

in any case ,

nxt movie to attack on is Alvin and the Chipmunks !

YAYYYY !

Its a Disney-Full Holiday !

2007-12-03T20:12:00.000-08:00

neopets is so FUNNN (:

and and ,
i need the hair the faster grow for CHRISTMAS PARTAYE !

damn ,
i shouldnt even have touched the damn hair .

i need the nails to grow slightly longer .

damn !
i shouldnt have cut it yesterday !

ok .
updated .
(:

2007-11-30T06:19:00.000-08:00

AUDREY TAN IS HAPPY (:
cos Batam people are back .

also ,
i have 2 new anime to watch !
i have totally given up on bleach ~
i think its freaking draggy .
sorry if i offended yo or whatsoever .
but , its fighting parts are kinda nice .
other than that ,
i cant think of whats nice abt it .

Kekkaishi and Mermaid's Forest is the current anime i'm watching .

basically ,
Kekkaishi is more like a funny fighting anime .
and it helps when the male lead is so cutesey ! ! !

Mermaid's Forest is rather interesting .
i think most people would find it rather weird .
also , its only available in youtube .
weird .

i'm done blogging .
BYEEEEEE (:

2007-11-28T18:30:00.000-08:00

I CAN ALMOST FEEL THIS BABY IN MY HANDS ! ! ! ! !

: D D D D D D D D D D D D

MERRY EARLY CHRISTMAS TO MEEEEEEE (:

i wanted a PS 3 ,

but i'm the type that will play games and play like some hardcore .

so i decided to give it a go .

besides i can go to many people's hse to play : D D D

anw ,

ling jing thinks that the psp would be a waste of my money .

according to her , i'll just go crazy for it for a few mths than chuck it aside .

actually , aft much consideration , i think so too .

but i still want a psp !

i want to play fighting games !

and i think a psp would look damnit sleek and sexy inside my bag (:

HAHHA ~

i sound like some spoilt richie bitch ~

whatever the case .

soon ~

you'll say hi to my pretty baby , psp slim black (:

for now ,

i'll just dream abt my sexy hot baby : (

but i'll get you soon .

see you baby !

2007-11-26T19:27:00.001-08:00

crappy ~
i'm feeling bored at home : (
didnt want to blog ,
but boredness left me no choice .

ok .
lets see how pathetic is audrey now .

stuck at home with flu ~
GB S.O.T meeting later w/o crappy partner .
: ( ( ( ( ( ( ( ( (

its a sad sad week .

BUT . . . .

i have 2 new BoA songs : D D D D D D
imahappygirlie afterall (:

i think i've lost my interest on surfing the internet .
it seems that theres nth for me to surf .

blogs that are either dead or too wordy .
friendster pics all seems the same to me .
crap man ! i think its either i'm outdated or the internet is lagging .
whatever the case .

I WANNA WATCH ENCHANTED AGAINNNNN !
its so niceyyyyyyyyy : D D D D D D D
i've been dreaming of a true love kiss ~

i badly need some life in my life .
cos i think its getting kinda D-E-A-D .

stupid Cm is in some part of Malaysia .
feli is in some part of China ~
nobody to entertain me : (

I'M SAD SAD SAD : (
mabel , please swim over to spore to comfort me : (

2007-11-25T22:54:00.000-08:00

tmr have GB S.O.T meeting .

without mabel , aimin , toh , alyss , hx .

someone kill me .

anw ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING ALVIN !

you're 22 this year .

you old shit !

hurry marry ling jing (:

i wanna go for wedding : D

WAHAHAHH !

a grp went to Batam today ~

its less than a day and i'm missing them like siao : ( ( (

I MISS YOU , CRAPPY PARTNER !

: ( (

2007-11-25T04:49:00.001-08:00

suddenly ~
i have the urge to blog ~

i was having a bad hair day ~
my hair was ultra flat ~
*&^$#@!

went for service today ~
mabel asked me to go and in the end she was late .
please note : VERY LATE !

aft service ,
slack arnd .
decided to go have lunch with jerri , bella , mabel , hx and trixie (:

went to town .
cos they wanted to watch movie .
and all i wanted to do was to fill the empty stomach of mine .

went to Heeren .
ate wanton noodles .
drank bubble tea .
and saw Mr Goh .

of all people .
MR GOH !
was laughing cos i was saying ,
whats wrong with him ? why is he at some young people's place .
and mabel said ,
he needs to update himself .
or maybe he needs to find some inspiration for maybe his new hse or smth ~
everyody : LAUGHS !

bitch there a little .
went to Cineleisure to check movie timings .
and hx treat me to movie (:
but i have to treat her back by buying 2 cups of bubble tea .

actually ,
didnt wanted to go watch cos was having bloody tsunami and its the 2nd day ~
but since everyone wants to watch and theres no reason for me being the spoilsport ,
AUDREY TAN JOINED IN (:

bought tixs for Enchanted .
went to arcade and play Daytona .
trixie is a shi fu in disguise man !
shes like some pro lah !
all the race all she came in 1st ~

but when i played with mabel and hx ,
i came in 1st : D D D
HAHHA !
lousy POKS !

jerri and bella wen to go find shimin and we went to sit in first ~
and i thought we had 8 tixs with us .
but turns out cos we didnt tear that part out yet ~
i felt so sua ku lah !

went in sat and watch movie .
make alot of noise as usual ~

left and parted ways .
left with me , trix , mabel and hx .
went to some US Diner Place .
or Diner Place US .
whatever the order .

i love the place lah ~
its so retro ~
damn nice !

mabel the bestest girlfriend (:

trix lao gong and hx (:

ultra retro and nice

JUST DIG IT MAN !

i highly suspect that mabel has prob understanding english ~

trix and my Coke Choc Float
looks kinda disgusting .
but its damn good !

LAO GONG DARLING !

aunty hx .

was trying to create some lovey dovey pic .
but kinda failed .
cos we kept laughing like mad ~

the ultra matched couple <3

we all know that mabel is not that shy ~

glorious food (:

SUPER FRIENDS !

mabel didnt allow me to drink cold water !
she ordered WARM water for me and her .
crappy mabel ~

sat there ,
bitched .
ate and laughed like mad ~

of course ,
trix and i did some lovey dovey thing (:

went home aft that ~

2007-11-23T22:30:00.000-08:00

i've suddenly lost the intrest in blogging .
no idea why .
but yah ~

maybe i will start blogging soon .
i hope .

this post is for yp .
cos shes complaining that my blog is dead and she always reads my posts .
oh well .

oh ~
random .
dont you think my blogskin and song is ultra cutesey ?
HAHHA !

and crap ,
i have my bloody tsunami : (
no wonder i'm so moody recently .

ewww ~
i feel wet ~

anw ,
sometime last week ,
yp , mabel , me and jie mei went to watch Stardust at PS .
i didnt wanted to watch that movie .
i wanted to watch THE BEE MOVIE !
but since majority wins .
i just have to follow .

thank goodness that i came with yp cos i was pratically lost inside Dhoby Ghaut ( whatever the spelling ) .
i was blaming the designer that design it cos its so complicating .

reached PS and played a little hide & seek with jie mei .
but yp wasnt sporty enough to play more .
so i had to stop .

lunched at long johns .

went to pick mabel up cos apparently .
shes also kinda lost in the shopping mall .
she played hide & seek with me and i ran arnd just to look for that polka dotted woman .

walked arnd .
bought ice cream from some shop .
and my ice cream looked like shit ~
but it tasted nice .
so who cares .

went into the theater and waited for movie to start .
meanwhile ,
our dearest CL had to drop abt half a bucket of popcorn on ME !
and some person beside me was too busy watching the ads and IGNORED me .
i threw popcorn at him and sweep popcorns behind his butt .

the theater was freaking cold man !
i was freezing like shit .

movie barely started 1/2 hour and i needed to go pee cos it was too cold .
mabel went with me .

the funniest thing is that we both dont know where the toilet is .
so we asked the person .
we looked like some idiots that came to PS for the first time lah ~

watched the movie .
but i didnt understand it at all .
ending was rather predictable .
rather ,
jie mei told me his prediction .

continued watching .
and the part where the evil person's looks were returning ,
i noticed the hair and jie mei told me to look at the boobs .
thats the diff between what guys see and what girls see .
BIG DIFF !

mabel was making alot of noise also .
she was like " so stupid ! go and show the flower for what ? ! "

i laughed like crazy when Tristan and the remaining Prince threatened each other with their knifes .

actually ,
its not funny at all .
but suddenly ,
my mind decided to go wild .
and i thought abt other stuffs .
and laughed like siao ~

told mabel and jie mei what i thought of .
than they were like " . . . . . "
but dont you think its damn funny ?
well ,
i think so .

aft movie went to meet jie mei's so called gf .
i was stupid enough to believe him .
the rest were like half half .
when we saw his so called gf ,
i was like thinking , " what the hell , he have some problems to define one's gender ah ? "
but jie mei's friend is damn PRETTY (:
pretty like siao man !

walked arnd .
have dinner at Pasta Mania .
the following pics are 99 % taken by yp .

candid shot ~

my spastic smile and yp .

then jie mei .
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.
.
.
.
.

the now jie mei ~

random shot .
look at my beautiful hand : D

jie mei and gf (:

my left over pasta ~

went to tcc to chill ~
5 person ordered one drink ~
i think the waiter was like " . . . "
and we didnt ordered immediately somemore .

sat there and they make fun of my future son man !
stupid jie mei named his chinese name xiao ming .
wth lah ~

they were saying how corrupted my son would be .
eg , when he gets his report card .
why you get A1 ? ! ? ! no room for improvement ~
if get F9 ,
GOOD ! like that got room for improvement ~

eg , when he comes home late .
now 12 am only ~
why come hom so early ?

eg , when he drinks .
why drink beer ?
shld drink alcohol , vodka etc .

WTH CAN !
i where got like that lorh ~
i'm sure my kid is going to be so cute and nice (:
LIKE ME : D

yp left aft that ~
continued to crap .
and mrt-ed home .

i think this car looks good !

its taken in Malacca ~

oh man !
i miss shopping in Malacca : (

anw ,
i'll try and blog abt Malacca .
i'm kinda lazy recently ~

Monsoon - Tokio Hotel
i think the guitarist is so cutesey (:

ENCHANTING NXT TUES WITH RACHEL DARLING AND DAPHO OKASAN !
WHEEEEEEE ~

2007-11-19T05:51:00.000-08:00

ok .
i'm back (:
but not for long .

malacca's post will be SOON .

sigh ~
i think maybe i need to learn to sometimes swallow my pride .
the pride that i've always held it so high ~
my weakness and yet my strength .

maybe i need to be less straight forward .
my weakness yet my strength .

maybe it time i learnt how to step back and be neutral .

called feli and cried .
i just told feli ,
girl , sorry but yah ~
lao dong xi .
and she said .
orh ok .
and i cried in the bus .

strange but yah ~
i didnt bother abt people looking at me .
all i wanted was just cry my heart out ~

i suddenly found so much problems .
under lying or life and death situation .
they just surfaced .

all i want to say is .
FUCK YOU , DAMN PROBLEMS !
GO AWAY , YOU'RE NOT AT ALL WELCOMED IN AUDREY TAN'S LIFE .

all i wanted is just to wake up every morning with a smile .
is it so hard ?

sigh ~

2007-11-17T05:31:00.000-08:00

nice song (:

will be back soon .
i hope .

2007-11-13T00:16:00.000-08:00

and so ,
i'm back from Melaka in ONE PIECE .
feli you can stop having sleepless nights now (:
Cm you can now crap with me when you're bored (:
arent you all happy that AUDREY TAN is finally back ?

and Cm ,
you know what explaination i'm expecting .

i'm not gonna blog abt Melaka yet .
maybe the nxt post or smth ~
too lazy to transfer pics .

went to St Clare's today (:
was late .
so cab down .

took HAYATO'S CLASS (:
taught Hayato maths .
and i think he is pretty smart , right mabel .

oh ~
random note .
mabel says she wants to set up a kinergarden sch .

Hayato was ultra cute .
he kissed my palm .
and kissed toh's shirt .
but i think mabel makes a good teacher .
mabel likes Hayato tooo (:

played with them at the basketball court .
those who dropped the ball would have to run arnd the court ~
and sadly ,
mabel ran 2 rounds .
HAHH ~

went Toa Payoh for lunch .
drank bubble tea with mini pearls .
"sugar level ah"

the rest went to alyss's hse to play mahjong .
but i didnt cos i was nice .
i couldnt bear to leave mabel alone .
so both of us chilled at Toa Payoh ~

we went to weird places in Toa Payoh ~
mabel wanted to bring me to some shop .
but it was closed .
so we went to Popular .
mabel reads weird books .
rather , chemerlogy books .
books that are like thicker than the dictionary ~
man !

walked to HDB Hub and went to the basment cos i was feeling kinda bored .
the basment is like some historical place lah ~
went arnd playing and touching everything !
was rather insane .

went to do some computer quiz on Singapore's past .
HAH !
failed terribly ~

mabel is my bestest crappy partner (:
I LOVE MABEL !
& HAYATO : D D D

did tests that feli FORCED me to do .
heres the results .

Your Brain is 40% Female, 60% Male

You have a total boy brain
Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts
And while your emotions do sway you sometimes...
You never like to get feelings too involved

What Gender Is Your Brain?

HAH !
i'm logical and detailed (:
the test made my day man !

Your Summer Love Type is Go With the Flow

A great summer love may be in the cards for you ... or not.
You'll have a fantastic time this summer, taking what comes.
What you want is flexible - what you'll get is up in the air.
No matter what, you'll have fun - and maybe a few flings!

What's Your Summer Love Style?

What Audrey Means

A is for Artistic

U is for Unique

D is for Delicate

R is for Romantic

E is for Enjoyable

Y is for Yummy

What Does Your Name Mean?

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Metal Wombat
Your Superpower is Undead
Your Weakness is Flirting
Your Weapon is Your Air Whip
Your Mode of Transportation is Bike

What's your Superhero Name?

i think i love my super hero (:

You Should Drive a Ford Shelby Mustang Cobra

You have an extreme need for speed, even when you're not in a hurry.
And while your flying by, you don't want to look like every other car on the road!

What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

You Are 63% Bitchy

While you may not think of yourself as the ice queen, admit it, you're often in a bad mood.
And it's those around you who often bear the brunt of your annoyance, even if they haven't done anything wrong!

How Bitchy Are You?

i'm not such a bitch as i thought i would (:

You Are 87% Impulsive

You are beyond impulsive. You're wild, rash, and totally unpredictable.
And while your friends love your party persona, it's disconcerting that you're always ready for a good time.
Slow it down a little. While you aren't missing out on fun, you are missing out on the rest of life!

Are You Impulsive?

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing
That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back
You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys
But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

What Do Guys Like About You?

You Are a Tomboy

You're having too much fun to bother with nail polish and crazy diets.
Guys are instead impressed by how much you know and do!

How Feminine Are You?

one conclusion : Feli is damn LAME !
she thinks i dont know myself .

anw ,
i have decided to NOT dye my hair .
but to highlight ~
and i thought dull purple would be nice .
or maybe ash green ~
i think it would be really coolios .
its not common and is really nice .
to me of course .

why is it that we can nvr have the best of two worlds ?

2007-11-08T04:26:00.000-08:00

my moma bought for me my earpiece : D D D D

but she bought the white one .

but in anycase ,

i love the earpiece all the same (:

i told my moma that i wanna go Malaca and cut my hair .

cos cheaper .

then she was like ,

"your hair later cut until weird weird one ah !"

HAH !

went out with moma and my youngest aunty to have dinner at some place that sells damn shiok food .

waited long for the food ,

but it was worthwhile .

packet for my sis and my sis's best friend while they went jogging .

while going home ,

my moma's friend mistaken me for a boy .

WTF can !

moma was like i have only 2 daughters .

then her friend was like 2 daughters ?

and she examine me .

and i smiled and said "aunnty"

then she oooh ~

do i look like a guy ? !

so insulting can !

i'm dying my hair (:

aft my drill test .

which is like 28th Nov .

what colour shld i dye leh ~

or maybe just dye one part .

nononono , will look ah lian-ish ~

brownish red .

hmmmm ~

jet black .

hmmmmm ~

dark brown .

hmmmm ~

hazel .

hmmmmm ~

oooh ~

and i'm gonna paint my pretty toe nails dark brown soon ~

or maybe black .

maybe white .

maybe red .

maybe dark purple .

hmmmmm ~

currently ~

my sis is crazy over a cartoon .

its called bleach ~

she likes this certain guy by the name hitsugaya .

cos she thinks hes so cute .

and she likes the doll by the name nova .

when i used to be crazy over bleah ~

which was like ten thousand years ago .

she will always tell me .

"spend your time over the internet watching cartoon which is not even nice"

and now ,

after ten thousand years later ,

she spends even more time then me watching bleach ~

weird ass .

but there is this animae that we both like it alot .

its called Kekaishi .

its a super coolios show with funny characters .

its abt demon and all .

quite nice and VERY FUNNY !

HAH !

i'm setting off to Malaca tmr morning at abt 7 plus .

feli and Cm says they will TRY .

HAH ~

F FOR FELI says:

please come back in one piece(:

F FOR FELI says:

aye, sounds wrong but call me every night.

F FOR FELI says:

NO SMS ah!

HAH !

feli just worries too much .

i'm sure she would make a good mother .

2007-11-07T05:31:00.000-08:00

my first post was so squashed up ~
wtf .

in anycase .
i've lost my ear piece : (
i'm sad : (
someone give me a loooong hug or a lollipop please .
cos i'm sad : (
really sad .

of all days ,
i have to lose it today .

but moma is going to buy for me tmr when we go change moolah !
I LOVE MOMA : D D D

but your hugs and lollies still can come .
cos i love them (:

anw ,
sis cooked kimchi today for dinne (:
and because i dont take hot , she didnt add alot of it .
and shes gonna learn how to make kimchi .
and i will be her mouse .

so ,
please pray for my stomach to be strong for the next few mths .
thank you , your prayer is much appreciated .

2007-11-07T04:36:00.000-08:00

and so ,

blogger takes a long time to load my vid that i was soooo angry just now .

went to sch early in the morning to meet up with the rest to go St Clare (:

i wasnt very late .

but esther who is usually the earliest was earliest from the bottom .

was trying to figure our way there .

and we went into some business sch place .

and we saw St Clare (:

beautiful place (:

went in and met Mr Pratash ( dont know the spelling )

our impression of him is with the turban .

but he belongs to the non turban one .

but hes definately a nice man (:

intro ourselves to him .

and when i intro my name .

his reply was , oh . expected . you have the audrey face .

everybody started laughing lah !

hes really funny .

so ,

grouped ourselves .

toh and i were in the same grp .

we took the senior grp .

and they were all guys except one girl .

they were all mostly from other countries .

so we taught them how to do maths sums .

and i thought toh's maths was more power than mine .

but in anycase .

i sloved the prob first with teh correct ans (:

and toh used my method to teach them cos she claims that mine is more so "chem"

WAH LAU LAH ! ! ! ! ! ! !

HAHAH !

it ok (:

played games with them .

actually toh .

i talked to Ryan and took pics of them playing (:

had lunch with them .

and i think i like spending my time there alot .

cos all of them make me smile (:

i seriosuly dont mind waking up early in the morning to go there and help out .

cos i think its so fun there .

went to aimin's class .

OMG ! !

HAYATO IS ULTRA CUTE : D D D

he is from Japan and cant really speak english ~

and aimin taught him maths .

and he hugged aimin alot alot !

I'M LIKE SO JEALOUS NOW !

he is definatly cute .

cos of his language barrier ,

he does not understand alot of what we are saying .

so he uses basic english like "hello" and "sorry"

superb cute (:

he blur blur one .

and when i intro myself in jap to him he replied me (:

ultra cute man !

i'm so gonna brush up my jap for him man !

HAYATO IS LOVE (:

we had debrief in the office with Mr Pratash .

and i was just Hayato-ing here and there .

SWEET (:

Mr Pratash called Hayato in the office and when he sat beside him on the sofa ,

i heard him saying save/help me in jap .

and we were laughing .

SO CUTEEEE (:

left .

went back to sch .

discuss what we were going to do .

left at abt 4 plus to collect shirts and satisfy hx hunger .

went Toa Payoh .

ate .

drank mabel's fav bubble tea .

"sugar level ah"

HAHHAHAHHA !

hx and sngie went to buy their polo tee and slacked at mos burger .

cos SOMEONE couldnt stand the heat .

like for eg . esther sng .

and i think because of the bubble tea's sugar level ah .

we all went high .

we laughed at the most stupid things like mabel's ez link card and her lion mane !

we were taking pics there and we were rather unglam cos our legs were high up .

actually mine only lah ~

in anycase ,

we laughed alot during our photo shooting .

cos it was just so funny for some reason .

ended the day by going home with hx (:

2007-11-05T00:54:00.000-08:00

AUDREY THE PIG.

cos she apparently is tired and lazy to have lunch with me and huggies.

2007-11-04T01:27:00.000-07:00

WARNING .

VERY LONG POST .

because it was a new slipper and it wasnt "broken" in yet ,
i suffered these cuts : (

i was in pain man !
look at the sad face .

and then aft that ,
i became a little mentally unstable cos i was waiting far too long for my show to start .

remember the trademark Cm ?
HAH !

the 2nd and 3rd pic was an imitation of SOMEONE right bettina ?
HAHAH !

the nxt day ,
went to meet yeo yeo to go for class BBQ !

I LOVE YEO YEO !
cos shes my GREATEST lao gong (:

we went to howie's hse downstairs to wait for her arrival .

aft a looong journey ,
we arrived at

EAST COAST (:

and with SHIRIN arnd ,
you can nvr miss any moment (:

late in the night (:

aimin and chermaine (:

aimin : where do charcoals come from ?
chermaine : from 7-11 ?
everybody : WAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH !

as you can see ,
our fire was rather eh .

but we still managed to get the food cooked (:
impressive huh !

oh oh !
and we used an amazing number of fire starters .
not alot lah ~
6 boxes only .

it was late in the night and our fire went O-U-T

so we used different methods .

like using sparklers .

smart arent we ?

clever photography skills .

it was already 12 plus and we were still at east coast ~

east coast looks scary ~

the kitty catty (:

atalia LION howie (:

LOVES ;

one day before Gb fun camp ,
we met up and go shopping for the camp (:

went back to sch and did gifts .

hx being amazed by the PAINT marker .

aft that we went to macs to do the remaining stuffs .

talk abt looking glam .

aimin the BOSS .

the nxt day ,
we met up for breakfast at the exact place .
guess who was late .
our dear CL , mabel lim .

aimin looks impressive doesnt she .

went up to office aft everything and did a secret presentation (:

went for malaca mission trip training .
and aft that ,
went to meet the rest at Chevron to bowl (:

the later than toh late comer , mabel lim .

went back to sch .
had BBQ (:
did the final touch ups on all presentations .
did presentations and everything .
and everybody cried .
almost .
yours truly didnt .

the gang in the toilet .

and of course there was a vid .
shall post another day (:

nxt day ,
had mini amazing race .

the juniors .
ANDREA and PAMELA .

the fav (:

more details up tmr(:
i love sleeping queen (:
Cm , play with me (:

2007-10-29T19:40:00.000-07:00

I NEED TO GET A TANN !
i'm getting too fair !

I NEED TO CUT MY HAIR !
its getting to thick !

I NEED TO WORK OUT !
i'm getting fat !

I NEED TO WATCH MOVIE !
cos my latest movie is F4 !

I NEED TO ROLLARBLADE !
cos i like rollarblading !

I NEED TO CYCLE !
cos i like cycling !

I NEED TO STOP SLACKING !
cos i have homework to do !

I NEED TO GO SOMEONE'S HSE !
cos its part of my routine to mess up bedrooms !

I NEED TO BUY LALA !
cos i'm having class BBQ tmr !

I NEED TO BUY NEW SPORT BRAS !
cos mine are getting loose !
but my sis promised to buy for ME : D D D

I NEED TO FIND NICE CLOTHES !
bring me out , tan yan shan : D D D

I NEED TO GET A NEW PHONE !
mine is badly scratch !

I NEED TO CRAP WITH CAROLINE !
cos i'm bored !

I NEED TO GO ZOO !
cos i needa relax !

ok .
thats all (:

2007-10-29T01:04:00.000-07:00

i realised that human beings are unable to call me just audrey .
they need to call audrey TAN .
or .
they need to call TAN MEI SHAN .
or .
they need to call my full name .

they find it not complete when they just call me audrey .
they needa add smth at the back to make it "complete"

weird creatures .

anw ,
this is a really cute and funny video (:
baby panda sneezing : D D D

ive given up watch Romantic Princess .
i shall borrow or buy the vcd and watch instead .
its alot faster .

watch this .
its ultra funny .

on the 3rd Nov ,
there is a bbq held in sch (:
you can stayover if you want to (:
please do come .

and theres an error in my previous post .
the bicycle thing is 36 km .
not 24 km .

SJ 's new mv : D
everbody is so hot inside .
except for , R . W , S.W , L.T who are ultra hot ((((((:
and L.T played the violin !
*faints*

their previous mv .
alot of diff can !
everybody inside look so innocent and cute .

i'm feeling hungry .
i shall go eat pizza .
bye (:

2007-10-28T02:36:00.000-07:00

yesterday went for aimin , toh , alyss and esther cell's DEO .
but due to the lack of people ,
it changed to a normal cell meeting .

the cell's meeting theme was abt Friendship .
it was held by mr cheong .

overall ,
it was a rather nice meeting .
cos there was alot of laughing here and there which made it enjoyable .

theres this event coming up .
its a bicycle marathon .
its from 7pm - 7am the nxt day .
its 18 bucks which includes the safety equip and the bike .
its a 24 km ride .
from sch to east coast .
interested parties , approach mr cheong (:

anyway ,
i'm kinda interested in it .
but i scared half way i sleep .
HAH !
anybody wants to cycle with me ?

mr cheong was sharing abt this verse which i think most people would be familar with .
its from 1 Cor chap 13 verse 4 - part of 8 .

it reads ,
Love is patient ,
Love is kind .
it does not envy , it does not boast , it is not proud .
It is not rude , it is not self seeking , it is not easily angered , it keeps no record of wrongs .
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth . It always protects , always trusts , always hopes , always perseveres .
Love never fails .

now ,
change the " Love " to your name and read the whole thing again (:

in anycase ,
i think i have been counting my blessings alot this few days .
cos i've attended many talks and the starting is always to take sometime to count your blessings .

i've thought long and hard .
and i realised that i have so much to thank God for .
i want to thank Him for His constant support whether or not i needed it .
i want to thank Him for sending me people to brighten up my life .
i want to thank Him for the countless hugs and assurence He gave me .
i want to thank Him for watching over me .
i want to thank Him for my mama for her constant nags , cares , scoldings and slapping .
i want to thank Him for my darling michelle for being my bestest sister .
i want to thank Him for 3/8 (:
i want to thank Him for the perfect plan for me .

my sis watched Death Note with me today .
it was like a mini marathon .
cos we watched 1 & 2 .
and she thinks L is cute (:

HEH .

i'm looking forward to wednesday (:
3/8ners unite !

2007-10-27T19:48:00.000-07:00

doesnt it look like sperms swimming ?
HAH .

i love sugar coated biscuits : D

NEW SLIPPERS : D D D

and so ,
yesterday my mama was being such a bitch .
she totally pissed my sis and i off .
&*#$!~

the week passed so quickly .
the long hols that i was waiting for is here .
but suddenly ,
i dont have the mood for hols .
instead , i wanna go sch : (

in anycase ,
yesterday was one of my worst days .
had usual gb .
and during our planning for the upcoming gb stayover ,
some people was just being such fucktards .
no no , even worse than fucktards .
they were like saying so much and they werent even going .
what the fuck right .

seriously ,
you could just squeeze them dry i tell you .
and then make them into pancakes .
ok , i'm being sadist .

i shared with my squad abt my life and stuffs .
and they kept laughing at me .
i'm sorry that i kinda pms-ed at you all for the first part cos i wasnt in my best of mood .
but aft that i became alright .
and everybody laughed (:

aft gb ,
we had pur GB - S.O.T meeting : D D D D
and had guides cookies to fill our empty stomach .

aft meeting ,
mabel didnt go home with me ):
cos she needed to do stuffs .
saddd ):

i was wondering why Cm suddenly became M.I.A .
it was until feli told me that she went overseas .
and i was shocked .

but in anycase ,
i promised feli that will go pick Cm up if it isnt too early or too late .
and i shall surprise her with ME (:
HAH !

and i'm in love with click5 (:

2007-10-20T23:07:00.000-07:00

ok .
results are back .
most of it ~
and i didnt fail any so far !
phew ~

i've been watching miami ink for the past 2 weeks or so .
and it kinda inspire me to be a tattoo artist .
but then again my art sucks .
but then again .
they do tracing and stuffs .
and my tracing rocks : D

yesterday ,
had dinner with my cous (:
and i was irritating them with my super smart riddles .
and i was wearing slippers that would cut my lovely feets .

so i ended up with rather red feets .
and my sis told me not to wear them and she would buy for me some comfy slippers .
anw ,
heres how the coversations goes .

ATMS : does the slippers matched my outfit ?
MTYS : i think it was ok lah ~ not very bad . those slippers nvr cut you meh ?
ATMS : yeah , it kinda did . but nth to wear what .
MTYS : you want me to help you buy ? its like very cheap . $5 per pair .
ATMS : what brand one ? so cheap
MTYS : cotton . an austrailian brand . or you want havaianas ?
ATMS : *smiles* i anything one . i want black or dark brown . dont want light colours .
MTYS : ass , you just waiting for me to say that right ?
ATMS : HEH , havaianas are a better choice though .

ok ,
i'm mean .
but you cant blame me when i dont have money ok .
and i bet you're jealous abt me having such a sister : D D
be jealous (:

and another thing ,
i dont get how of my juniors can get so crazy over gb .
no offence lah .
but dont you think its tiring .
blame me if you must .
my passion for gb died since the 4th or 5th gb meeting in sec 1 when i just joined .
i wonder how i could hang on to it aft such a long time .

but if it wasnt for gb ,
i wont have known my lovely darling wife , kwans (:
and of course other nice ppl who are so gay : D
HEH .

so maybe gb is not that bad (:

ok ,
so leeanne is in malaysia .
and she called me .
will it have some airtime charges ?
if have ,
i expect smth from malaysia : D
smth nice and expensive : D D D

anw ,
i'm going zooooooooooo (:
sometime nxt week : D D D
YAYYYYY (:

we can play and imitate the ah meng !
AHHAHAHAHH !

in anycase ,
i think 温岚's 傻瓜 is nice to the max .
its abt betrayral and third party and all .

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁
暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱
撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

i bet everyone love this ad .
the m1 ad (:

2007-10-18T05:45:00.000-07:00

for some reason ,
blogger is not allowing me to post m beatiful artwork i was drawing during canto class .
&*@#~^

today had canto class instead of tamil or malay .
Thank God for that .
or not it would have been B-O-R-I-N-G

canto was quite fun .
sang Doremon in canto .
cutes man .

i'm ending here .
i'm tired .

2007-10-17T05:04:00.000-07:00

i wanna have tone arms like her !

i'm feeling such a brat .
for ignoring people .
oh well .

today had rollerblading .
i think it was quite fun .

i kept calling my instructor uncle .
cos he looks old ?
ok nvm abt that ~
but hes nice lah .

the instructors are like damn pro can .
they can like twist and turn .
they kept my mouth open for a long time man .

in anycase ,
i fell .
cos i kinda trip over the cone and lost my balance .
everybody near me was laughing their pants off lah .
cos i was making weird sounds .
and the other instructor was laughing .
and i hardly know him .
arse .

aft that ,
rest .
than our instructor came to talk to us .
he is so gay please .
anw ,
he is from china .
and aimin and i were like WOW ?
cos he didnt look like neither did he sound like .
but hes nice (:

aft that was damn sleepy ~
so i kinda slept everywhere and anywhere .

aft that was leadership follow up .
got into grps .
and was discussing abt our project .

it was kinda fun .
esp the part where we were discussing abt our grp name .
aimin always have very boring names .
she gave our grp the name GB severs .
so gb-ish lah ~

and i thought of mooks .
cos the name is like so cute and all .

but in the end ,
after much discussion .
it was called GB - S.O.T
GB - Severs Of Tomorrow .

we made a cheer and it was damn hilarious .
and , we're making a shirt too (:
to wear during our project .

and i was designing it .
and they insulted my ice cream .

in anycase ,
hx says that i give spastic ideas .
and mabel un - spastic - fy it .
so mabel ,
we are a good team of creative directors (:

talked aft that at chapel .
we were talking till aunty doris chased us out .

talked again with aimin and mabel .
missed four 153 buses to talk .
and aft mabel and i board the bus .
we talked again .

and i think ,
mabel and i are like sadistic people .
really sadist people .
HAH !

ways to torture ppl .
we're just the best crapping partners (:
mabel = my sadist partner : D

yesterday watched miami ink .
it was damn nice .
it was the repeats of previous seasons .
and yesterday they showed alot abt Ami James !

AMI JAMES IS SO HOTTTTTT .
and my sis agrees too (:
and the other guy called looney or smth ,
is mesmerizing please .
can faint when i watch the show man .

anw ,
the show is abt tattoos .
and its airing everyday at 11pm on ch16 .

and and ,
pimp my ride is nice also !
its abt people's wreck cars having a makeover .
so its kinda cool .

i feel like highlighting my hair .
like blue , ash green , blond , white , pink , yellow , red , etc .
all the weird colours .
but of course not all on my head lah ~
just one streak of it ~
coolios man ~

wait till i get my moolah man !
then i can go do all the things .

and my cousin is being irritating .
by dying his hair and showing off to me and bugging me on msn .
you suck cousin .
and not to mention ,
LAME .
and i think it runs in the blood .
HEH .

i've run out of things to write .
so ,
sayonara .

2007-10-16T03:21:00.000-07:00

anw ,
i'm blogging for the 2nd time cos i forget to add smth .

HU XI CUN ( from the 9 pm drama )
IS HOTTTTT (:

and and ,
i'm tired .

and i'm watching miami ink later in the middle of the night .
my fav show ((((((:

2007-10-16T01:40:00.000-07:00

CHARMAINE MAH IS NOT THE LOVE ANYMORE .

SHE PS-ED ME FOR HUGGIES .

and so ,
i'm ignoring that arsehole for leaving her mid night friend when she needs her the most .

in anycase if you're wondering whose huggies .
its her new 3 and a half month old pup whom she choose over me .

huggies havent had her jab yet .
so she cant come out of the hse .

and i was feeling bored today
cos i went home without the rest ~

in the end ,
i ate cup noodles ok !
how pathetic can that be please .

and to think i once gave up my sleeping time just to keep her company !
and she had the heart to abandon me .
i'm sad .

anyway ,
had floorball today .
cos archery suddenly no more .
sucks i tell you .

yesterday , went out with shirin aunty to town .
enjoy the pics .

mafia style .

i bought at top here for my darling sister (:

the really half price perfume aunty bought .
cute isnt it .

i love to build a love story with you (:

we tried to do the bitches staring thingy ~
as usual ,
it failed many times .
but in the end ,
it came out rather well (:

yes , i love this tee (:
anw ,
this is the sexy tee that shows my sexy tummy .
but now it does not : D D D D

everybody needs time alone . . .

walk down the memory lane .

and some aunty had to be in the way !

anw ,
Cm , thats the price you have to pay to ps me .

and to vk ,
you better appear infront of my eyes tmr ,
or else ,
you can say bye bye to audrey tan ever talking to you .

2007-10-13T00:27:00.000-07:00

i'm loving my new blogskin .
but i think i would lve it better if its 2nd generation mickey (:

i found out that not watching alot of bleach ep made me kinda dont understand the story .
not to mention i watched only frm ep 4 - abt 8 ?
then now watching ep 61 on scv .

its rather weird cos i dont know who died and stuffs .
which is kinda irritating when you also have someone who doesnt know abt bleach watching with you ~

but the ep are more of fighting and stuffs .
so its kinda coolios .
HEH .

anw ,
公主小妹 is so freaking nice .
shld really watch it ~
besides it has eng subs : D D D

and the butler has a really weird hairstyle .
HAHAHHAHAHHA !

in the show ,
wu zun is shuai to the max (:

heard that his attitude is very ewww only in the first ep or so ~
but omg ,
he is so bloody hot ~
the way he psovokes xiao mai is hilarious ~

2007-10-11T22:26:00.001-07:00

will anyone please tell me whats facebook all abt ?

anw ,
i have decided not to post my mooncake shopping trip .
cos the pics arent to my likings .

here are pics that i found .
enjoy ,

CLASS OUTING 2007

DAY STUDYING CAMP AT AIMIN'S HSE

this is actually just what i was doing lah ~
i love the slippers .
cos its my boyfriend (:
CRAYON SHINCHAN : D D

AFTER EOYs

nvr under estimate the power of BRUDDERS .

ms kaur's look alike .

minhui and jaswin (:

watch it ~
its darn funny (:

shirin (:

inside sky train on the way to SENTOSA (:

JESSICA (:

doesnt she looks like the person at the background ?

my most satisfied work (:

minhui wrote this for ME (:

emo .

emo 2

MY XI NU AI LE (:

BBQ (:

yesterday went to sch for mission trip briefing .
aft that went to trixie's bbq .

i think watching show as a big grp is really fun (:

anw ,
played mahjong .
WON 2 ROUNDS !
and i didnt even know .

anw ,
i found out that i love mahjong like siao (:

invite me to any mahjong parties man (:

2007-10-08T01:54:00.000-07:00

I CANT PLAY MAHJONG FOR NUTS ~

yes yes ,

its a fact .

i'm now at aimin's hse with the rest .

they're playing mahjong .

i'm not playing cos i let toh won ~

ARSEHOLE AUDREY !

HAHAH !

anw ,

i screwed my both papers today .

geog was nonsense .

i didnt know hoe to do section A .

but B ,

I LOVE IT ! ! !

cos its on my fav chapter .

FOOOOOOOD : D

and and ,

POA , i forgot to add in stock .

FUCK IT MAN !

and i think they shld ban teacher's from wearing heels during exams .

its so noisy esp when the heels are like super thick and the teacher tries to run in it .

so noisy lah ~

aimin is like some mahjong king lah ~

make it queen .

cos shes like so pro in it .

and alyss is trying to game .

but she cant .

HAHHAHHAHAHAHHA !

and and ,

bubble tea at aimin's hse sells $1 .

WOOOOOOOH !

CHEAP MAN !

I'M GOING TO PLAY MAHJONG NOW ! ! !

TATA (:

2007-10-06T03:50:00.000-07:00

physics paper DOWN ! ! !

YAYYYYYYYY :D

it happiness man !

actually i didnt really study lotsa chapter .
cos i wanted to study for those that are ALWAYS bound to come out .

i did make notes .
i typed it out ok .
but it kinda was a waste cos i didnt really refer to them .

and i think last minute cramping is a way that i can rmb well .
i hope so ,
later marks kanasai .
HEH ~

i didnt get the doing exams in the hall thingy .
but i was amazed at the top without the under table thingy .
really amazed .
so i was playing .

aimin was sitting beside me for the paper .
apparently .
she claims that she screwed it .
but right ,
during exam i saw her handing moving continuosly .

all of us except aimin thinks that paper 1 is SUCKY to the max .
paper 2 was easier .

i did all 3 ques for the choose 2 ques section .
cos i was kinda bored .
so i decided to do all 3 .

and aft that i drew all over my paper 1 .
i did a comic too .

i was laughing to myself lah ~
i think teachers that walked passed me thinks that i'm physco .
but who cares .
my comic was funny ~

and the main leads for my comic was none other KT and RC .
HAH !

impressed .
when i wrote abt her ,
she walked passed me somemore .

but i doubt she read it cos my handwriting was ugly to the max .

and the slider pen was coolios (:
cos i was sliding when i was writing my sentences .

aimin was depressed aft the paper .
so we ate at her fav place penang kitchen to cheer her up .
and its my idea (:

and i did my part in trying to cheer her up .
and i think it worked a bit .

went to get bubble tea .
i decided to try their new drink .
PINK LEMONADE WITH JELLY .
but i changed it to pearls .

I LOVE THE DRINK MANZZZZZ (:
so does toh .

it expensive lah ~
but worth it .

went to peace room .
and esther suggested playing slient catching .
but they all refused to play .
so cant .

eunice came later .
and we played cards .

需要你的爱 - F.I.R and Shin

POA and geog next .
DIE ! ! ! !

2007-10-04T06:00:00.000-07:00

yes yes ,
i want her stomach cos its so tone and her abs are so fabulous (:

2007-09-29T07:33:00.000-07:00

school's survey is irritating .
it has 2oo over ques .
and it hangs like siao .

and i'm having fucking bad cramps today .

Cm says i'm a pig .
you mean you're not one yourself ?

2007-09-26T05:20:00.000-07:00

guess whose ?

anw ,

i think i'm mentally unstable currently .

cos i cant predict myself anymore .

and i hope its because of exams and it will go away someday .

everybody thinks i'm always mentally unstable .

which is NOT TRUE .

i think Cm influenced me cos she is unstable at ALL TIMES .

and the fact that i hang out with her too much .

HEH .

and i've gained weight .

cos right .

i feel pregnant .

my tummy is like full of fats .

and the top my sister bought for me is like showing off my sexy tummy .

and thats not good .

anw ,

alot of embrassing things happened to me today .

first ,

i fell while taking a bus to the nxt stop .

luckily ,

there was only a few sleeping people .

so wasnt that bad .

second ,

i called lao shi an aunty .

thirdly ,

i hit some lady's thigh inside the bus when i was going home cos i saw a bug at her leg .

damn ma lu .

luckily bettina was there to laugh , so it wasnt that bad .

fourth ,

i screamed when this extremly huge vehicle stop and started rising and the slope thingy came down to let another vehicle from the truck to come down . bettina laughed her heart out .

fifth ,

i tripped over myself and fell .

sixth ,

i screamed when bettina's dog came from behind and started sniffing .

and her mama and aunty got a shock .

bettina couldnt stop laughing ,

cos she thinks i'm damn ma lu prone .

i didnt know her aunty stay like so near me .

just that her aunty stay in some mega big house .

but her aunty and mama damn nice (:

today ,

3As were talking abt primary sch .

OMG ~

i suddenly feel like damn old .

like really old .

anw ,

sentosa here we come .

soon ,

during that holiday man ! ! ! !

cant wait !

its gonna be damn fun (:

YAYYYY (:

and there is some makeover that shirin , azra , melody , sheila and me are going aft exams .

i think its gonna be quite cheap cos azra's aunty and cousin is in this makeover line kinda thingy .

so yeah ~

shld be quite fun !

and and .

JIE MEIS ! LETS GO SHOPPING AFT EXAMS !

and SHIRIN !

skinnies rmb ?

HEH .

and and .

pedicure and medicure ((((:

OMG ! ! !

ok .

its damn bimbo ~

but i like (:

HAH !

anw ,

audrey is getting fatter ,

no doubt on it .

and and ,

i'm having the temptation to pierce 2 more holes .

and and ,

i NEED havainas (:

and and ,

more arty farty tops please (:

and and ,

shopping with MICHELLE TAN YAN SHAN (:

and and ,

a gym membership (:

and and ,

i WANT hair extentions (:

and and ,

more shoes (:

and and ,

A BIG 2ND GENERATION MICKEY PRETTY PLEASE (:

and and ,

PS 3 IS THE ULTIMATE LOVE (:

and and ,

lesser gastrics , its killing me .

and and ,

the top that says I ❤ MUM !

HAH !

its like some wish list lah ~

_*ShIrLeEn*_thankGODforallofyou says:
hmmm maybe

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
arsehole .

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
you all all like that one leh ~

_*ShIrLeEn*_thankGODforallofyou says:
really wad

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
arse leh .

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
you all ~

_*ShIrLeEn*_thankGODforallofyou says:
ya tats why i m stoh wad

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
WAH PIANG !

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
thats like damn lame lah ~

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
you're lame-ing toh ~

_*ShIrLeEn*_thankGODforallofyou says:
learn from you 1 you dunnoo meh

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
ARSEHOLE !

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
you're so LAME !

_*ShIrLeEn*_thankGODforallofyou says:
ya like you

_*ShIrLeEn*_thankGODforallofyou says:
we are all lame

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
you then lorh ~

_*ShIrLeEn*_thankGODforallofyou says:
not tat lame compared to you lar

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
no lorh .

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
anw ,

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
i called lao shi aunty today .

_*ShIrLeEn*_thankGODforallofyou says:
why?

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
cos she cut hair .

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
HAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHA !

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
and she looks somehow like one .

_*ShIrLeEn*_thankGODforallofyou says:
short ar

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
yah .

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
esther type .

_*ShIrLeEn*_thankGODforallofyou says:
eeyur gross man

_*ShIrLeEn*_thankGODforallofyou says:
cannot imagine

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
but she looks neater lah ~

_*ShIrLeEn*_thankGODforallofyou says:
gross seh

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
no .

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
seriously lah ~

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
alot neater leh .

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
i cant believe that i'm playing neopets .

Hey Sugar ❤ says:
HAHAHHAH !

and i had to re create an acct cos i forgot what birthdate was my previous acct .

and i had lotsa neopoints ! ! !

ARSE !

pics out soon (:

loves ;

2007-09-23T00:09:00.000-07:00

空气中

呼吸都凝着

我让思考放空

看你转身上楼

我知道这就是答案了

还能怎么感受

那残余的温柔

当黑夜清晰过白昼

当快乐赔上了所有

当理智熬不过放纵

你的神色什么都淡了

我还守着爱飘着

da la la la...

你回头

就像往常笑着

好像在原谅我

绑住你的自由

当黑夜清晰过白昼

当快乐赔上了所有

当理智熬不过放纵

我的神色什么都算了

却还守着爱飘着

错在明知是错

快乐该怎么选择

我爱错我只能选择沉默

不该嘶吼

当盲目的黑夜

清晰过白昼

当奢侈的快乐赔上了所有

当假装的理智

熬不过放纵

每个路口

怎么转都错

我进退不得

谁救我

飞不进你梦中

偷一点感受

飞不回原来我

冰冷的躯壳

就这样漂浮着

悲伤的穿梭

感觉掏空

灵魂不在了

爱情突然失重

在飘着

da la la la...

孙燕姿 - 飘着

and so .

Cm will just ask for my blog password and just hack in .

great Cm .

really great .

anw ,

i will be saving my heart out for this tee (:

its 24 bucks .

and i think the design is LOVELY (:

wanted a few others .

but it was sold out .

oh well ,

at least that isnt .

24 bucks .

save for 12 days or less .

either 2 bucks a day or 4 bucks a day .

then place order .

and wait .

and viola .

its HERE (:

wait audrey wait .

save up and buy yourself .

dont ask mama or sis to buy for you .

pics will be up soon (:

to lazy to transfer .

2007-09-22T03:14:00.000-07:00

I LOVE AUDREY TAN.

THOUGH SHE THINKS MY CHINESE NAME IS WEIRD.

SHE'S ONE WEIRD ASS GIRL.

THAT NEEDS TO ALWAYS LEAN AGAINST SOMETHING.

BUT I STILL LOVE HER (:

Cm;

2007-09-21T08:01:00.000-07:00

To Someone :
its not that i'm not going to tell the adopted child that i'm not his real mother .
but put the thinking into adopting a child is giving love and hope for a kid whose parents did not want him or her .
dont you think that your adopted parents were noble in raising you up and loving you as their own child though you were not .
arent you thankful for that .
cos if its not for them , you would prob nvr have experience love and concern .
and yes ,
i do admit that there would be a certain degree of funny-ness , but if both the relationship of the adopted mother and child were build strong , i dont see why there shld be any funny-ness .
its just that same as you and your bestfriend .
both of you are not real sisters .
but why you do behave like real sisters , its because your relationship was build up so strongly that both of you are just as close or even closer than real sisters (:

2007-09-20T04:15:00.000-07:00

anw ,
studied today .

of course ,
ate KAMPONG FRIED RICE ! ! ! !
YAY !

drank bubble tea (:
and i think pearls make me shit .

went home with yp and amanda chew .
was talking abt kids .

my point is ,
i'm dont think i'm giving birth .
cos i cant stand big butts , oily hair for one whole mth , stretch marks , breast feeding my child ,weight gain and like mths of bloody tsunami .

can you imagine you pregnant for like 10 mths .
big stomach , stretch marks , back aches , and puking like siao , moodswings , bloated feets .
and the list goes on and on .

and when you give birth ,
you have to scream like mad just to get the child out .
and if you do operation ,
you will have a scar and when you're old and the stich may just go loose and your womb would like drop out .

and aft you give birth ,
one whole mth of smelly hair , weight gains like siao , and depression .
and the list goes on and on .

its not that i loathe kids or whatever .
infact, I LOVE THEM A LOT ALOT !

but love is love .
call me selfish , imature or whatever .
i just dislike all the cons of pregnacy and all .

yah ,
in your mind you'll be thinking , your mum had to go true all this just to give birth to one selfish brat . if she thought like you , you wont be here selfish bitch .

but come on ,
its just a personal opinion .
everybody is entitled to one .
i'm not here to physco you not to give birth or whatso ever .
its just my opinion .

in any case that you might think that i'm not having kids .
you are so damnit wrong .
i'm adopting kid .
cos i think , since there are like kids that are unwanted .
why not give them a home ?
why not let them live like a normal kid who has a home ?

anw ,
i had some side track thinking today .
i was thinking abt at what age shld i adopt a kid .

i was thinking of 18 IF i'm finacially stable .
which is highly impossible .

while everybody gets happy abt having a driving licence and a car on their 18th birthday ,
i might be giving my entire life and joy to a kid who is unwanted .

then ,
i think , maybe its too young .
so i thought of 21 .

while everbody gets happy abt their first stable job and prob their first ever stable relationship ( excluding flings and what nots )
i might be spending my money and love bring joy and laughter to a toodler who badly needs them .

anw ,
if my husband to be cant accept the fact that i want to have an adopted child and he has to live with it ,
i'll ditch him STRAIGHT AWAY .

you might say , yeah right . i bet by that time you will give the child away or smth .

but to me ,
i can live w/o a guy .
and i dont need a guy to bring up a child for me if he's not willing to .
if he dares ever to bully the child .
i whack his arse off .
i dont need someone who dont love the child .

seriously .
i rather raise the child myself if thats the case .

but then again .
all these are too early to say so .

i shall let God decide my fate (:

2007-09-19T03:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MUGGNG DEAR FRIENDS (:

anw .
i think the lollipop is damn cute .
like me (:

HAH !
studied ss today .
theres like a whole lot to memorise .

and LN says that there are poeple having ZERO for chem test .
die already mans .

if the eoy paper is gonna be this hard .
i think i can fail my comb. science man !

将军北方仓粮占据
六马十二兵等待你光临
胡琴诉说英勇事迹
败军向南远北方离

期望在身上梦想
在流浪肩上剩下的能量
还能撑到什么地方

等待良人归来那一刻
眼泪为你唱歌

在我离你远去哪一天
蓝色的雨下在我眼前
骄傲的泪不敢润湿我眼睛

在我离你远去哪一天
灰色的梦睡在我身边
我早就该习惯没有你的夜
勇敢的面对

赤壁烽火连天战
役只挂掉我们七万个兄弟
长江水面写日记
愿你也能看见涟漪

家乡在那美的远方
泪水背着光安静而悲伤
肩上剩下的能量
还能撑到什么地方

等待良人归来那一刻
眼泪为你唱歌

在我离你远去哪一天
蓝色的雨下在我眼前
骄傲的泪不敢润湿我眼睛

在我离你远去哪一天
灰色的梦睡在我身边
我早就该习惯没有你的夜
勇敢的面对

我试着面对灰色的夜还在眼前

等待良人归来那一刻
眼泪为你唱歌

在我离你远去哪一天
蓝色的雨下在我眼前
骄傲的泪不敢润湿我眼睛

在我离你远去哪一天
灰色的梦睡在我身边
我早就该习惯没有你的夜
勇敢的面对

Tank - 三国恋

Something special , unforgettable
50 cent
(cent)
Justin
(tin)

Timbaland
(land)
God damn
(damn)

She , she , she want it , I want to give it to her
She know that it's right here for her
I want to see you break it down
I'm ballin' , throw'n money around

She work it girl , she work the pole
She break it down , she take it low
She fine as hell , she about the dough
She doing her thing out on the floor

Her money , money , she makin' , makin'
Look at the way she shakin' , shakin'
Make you want to touch it , make you want to taste it
Have you lustin' for her , go crazy face it

Now dont stop , get it , get it
The wat she shakin' make you want to hit it
Think she double jointed from the way she splittled
Got you're head fucked up from the way she did it

She's so much more than you're used to
She knows just how to move to seduce you
She gone do the right thing and touch the right spot
She'll dance in your lap till you're ready to pop

She always ready , when you want it she want it
Like a nympho , the info , i show you where to meet her
On the late night till daylight the club jumpin'
If you want a good time , she gone give you what you want

Baby , this is a new age , you're like my new craze
Lets get together , maybe we can start a new phrase
The smoke's got the club all hazy , spotlights dont do you justice ,
Baby
why dont you come overhere ?
You got me saying

Ayo , I'm tired of using techonology
Why dont you sit down on tp of me ?
Ayo , i'm tired of using technology
I need you right in front of me

Ooh , she want it , uh uh , she wants it
Ooh she want it , uh uh
(so)
i got to give it to her

Your hips , your thighs
You got me hypnotized , let me tell you
Your hips , your thighs
You got me hypnotized , let me tell you

Got a thing for that thing she got
The way she make it tick , the way she make it pop
Make it rain for us so she dont stop
I ain't got to move , i can sit and watch

In her fantasy , there's plain to see
Just how it be , one me , backstrokin' , sweat soakin'
All into my set sheets

When she ready to ride , i'm ready to rool
I'll be in this bitch till the club close
What should i do ? One thing on all fours
Now that that there should be against the law

From side to side , let the ride , break it down
(down , down)
You know i like , when you hike and you throw it all around
Different style , different move damn i like the way you move
Girl you got me thinkin' bout , all the things i'll do to you
Let's get it poppin' shawty we could switch positions
From the couch to the counters in my kitchen
Let me talk to you

Baby , this is a new age , you're like my new craze
Lets get together , maybe we can start a new phrase
The smoke's got the club all hazy , spotlights dont do you justice ,
Baby
why dont you come overhere ?
You got me saying

Ayo , I'm tired of using techonology
Why dont you sit down on tp of me ?
Ayo , i'm tired of using technology
I need you right in front of me

Ooh , she want it , uh uh , she wants it
Ooh she want it , uh uh
(so)
i got to give it to her

Your hips , your thighs
You got me hypnotized
Let me tell you
Your hips , your thighs
You got me hypnotized
Let me tell you girl

50 cent feat Justin Timberlake and Timberland - Ayo technology

下着雨
让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音

看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜
借口也让我精神腐朽

说你爱
我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红

说你爱我变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

下着雨让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音

看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽

说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红

说你爱我变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红

说你爱我变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红

说你爱我变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

SHE - 说你爱我

2007-09-18T03:34:00.000-07:00

从昨天到今天
还有明天
感谢老天让你们陪在我身边

爱的心痛的心
等待的心
因为你们的拥抱
我很放心

当初见面的不安
彼此的探索
也许有些茫然迷惑

朝夕相处才发现
这世界中没有人
比你们更懂我

朋友姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄
傲扶持与包容

老婆老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久

she - 老婆

Cm intro this song to me .
and i think its very nice (:

cos its a very friendship song .
so this is for all my friends (:

tmr theres chinese .
bless me .

also ,
i screw my chem test up .

my physics test paper has so many careless mistakes .
and i shld be able to get like 21 / 28 .
instead .
i got my favourite no .
18 .

anw ,
during chem test ,
i toss a coin again .
HAH !

yes ,
i know i said that last time i'm not trusting tossing of coins .
but no choice .
and i admit its a lill stupid .

EOYs are coming .
aft that can play all the wayyyyyyy ~

anw ,
kwans and i have a date .
aft our EOYs ,
we're going to plan JAPKO family outing .
(((((:

we havent go ito the details yet .
we shall wait till eoys are over .

went to ridout for macs today .
ate fish fillet and nuggets .
the nuggets were free .
cos got coupon .
(:

they went ikea aft that to get container .
i went home cos i was dead tired .

just nice .
aft i bathe .
Cm had to call .
asking me to go cluny park .

i nearly scream at her .
than she pestered me not to sleep and talk to her all the way till feli went to cluny park .
so i talked to her .

and and .
Cm's chinese name is ,
mah yong yin .
WHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH ! ! ! !

i nearly laughed my arse off please .
the name is like so nice .
so shes like .
WHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH ~

omg ,
this is the funniest joke ever .
WHAHHAHAHHAHAH ~

2007-09-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

the pics will do the talking .
and of course some captions .

my amazing photography skills that managed to put everybody in one frame (:

we're all so cutesey (:
but of course .
i'm the cutest one (:

i proud of this pic .
cos i took it .
and i told them to pose !

1 , 2 , 3 , 4 (:

I LOVE AIMIN (:

i was supposed to be scared .
be it kinda fail .
cos aimin kept making me laugh ~

i think i look like so old witch from the storybooks .

heads (:

yes ,
i know i look as if i'm protecting my breast .

went to my cousin's hse .

shes an arsehole .

spastic .

i was supposed to be in the pic .
but anw , her face just looks superb funny (:

i'm like so cool (:
HAH !

i look kinda despo .

LOVES (:

aft a long time of adjusting .

and someone just had to laugh ~

who would have thought bugs bunny had a competitor .

B MOK (:

anw ,
yours truly is getting fatter each day .

also ,
do you know that TAF club if you spell it backwards it means FAT ?
i didnt know that .
my cousins told me .

anw .
i think cam whoring with them is like mega fun .
cos we'll just keep laughing like mad .
and the pics still turn out really cute (:

also ,
i played maple at their hse .
and i was like some frantic thingy .
i kept pressing the keys until it got a lill laggy .
HAH ~

i like this song .
蔷蔷 - ella .

还记得你喜欢咬著我的手
然后给我你嘴里的球
要我陪你玩丢丢

你喜欢我摸摸你的小耳朵
窝在我的身旁
没有烦忧
在梦里遨游

好狗狗好狗狗
谢谢你陪妈咪这么久
你并没有离开我
是搬到天堂生活

蔷蔷
你要记得我
你不要走丢
快快找到天使
在天堂给我(们)保佑

蔷蔷
不要忘了我
还有亲爱的阿姨叔叔和你的朋友
你永远活在记忆中

this song is written and composed by ella for her late dog .
and this song is damn sad .
feel like crying .
got goosepimples .

i also currently like ayo technology by 50 cent feat Justin Timberlake .
its nicey (:

and i'm abt to cry .
the 蔷蔷 is so touching .

played with the blow blow bubble thingy .
so fun .
and toh could not stop laughing today .
shes nuts .
and lao shi wants to give her private tuition .
nehnehnipoopoooooooo : p

2007-09-15T07:00:00.000-07:00

today ,
i went to cut my hair .

and while waiting ,
irritating kids came and spoiled the image i had for all kids .

so ,
aft that my mama suggested going to where i was well , not literally born there .
but to where i grew up for abt half my life .

follow me and see my wonderful childhood (:

first stop ,
went to the wet market (:
which was my FAVOURTIE PLACE when i was young .

i walked arnd ,
and saw stall and stores that exsited since i wanst even born .
it brought me fond memories ,
cos the aunties and all remembered me last time as the girl who everytime ran arnd and smiling ever so sweet to them so that they would give me sweets and stuffs .
they also remenbered me as the girl who always fall down .

all that made me feel like crying .

also ,
when i was young ,
i also only enjoyed guys carrying me .
HAH ~
i'm weird .

ate my favorite stall's fried rice .
nth can ever beat this stall's fried rice .
and despite the increase in GST ,
there is no increase in the price from the time it started here .

stalls that sells good food at good price ,

nvr fails to attract irritating customers like him .

aft that walked to united square to meet my sis .
and while walking ,
i walked on this walk way which i fall countless time .
and i remembered how i fell .

suddenly ,
i feel so old .

also , i walked past the place where my mama used to send me for art classes to develop my talent in drawing .

sadly ,
i think its a waste of money .
cos i've nvr used any skills they taught when i went to primary sch .

i walked passed the place where i had a bad fall .

all i did was from the high drainage thingy jumped down to the step .
and i kinda lost my footing and fell .
deep cuts on my knees .
and scars were left behind .

and i walked passed a place where again i had a bad fall .

see the cement blocks ?
some idiot build it for some reason .
and poor small me climbed on it and start jumping from one to another .
and fell again .
badly . . .

saw a sign that i swear could reduce me to tears .
but i controlled .

even though over there was damn cok .
but i still prefered there .
thought occasionally there are roaches and rats ( cos i live at ground floor )
i rather stay there .
though the toilet always conks up .
i rather stay there .

i had to move out year ago because of and en-bloc sale .
and now ,
it became like this .

OMG ,
its damn sad .

i dont think i will have any deep feelings towards any houses besides this .
cos this was the place i grew up .
and this was also the place that taught me valuble lessons .
and this was the place where i always fall .

its like seeing someone so dear to you being gone forever .
thats sad .

shall we play ?

记忆深处的美好
星空还刻着你的微笑
数不清多少夜晚
她在你手心的记号

轻轻靠在我怀抱
闻你发丝淡淡的味道
怀念我们曾经
多么单纯的美好

过去的美好我想有一天
我们都能忘掉
想你的星空下
星星不再闪耀

我想我知道眼泪的味道
曾经付出的每一天每一年
我不曾想逃

我想我知道眼泪的味道
曾经付出的每一天每一年我不曾想逃
受伤的翅膀总有一天会慢慢慢慢的变好
能飞得更高当失去你的依靠

don't wanna miss you
逝去的不能再留住
只是过往每个画面
都成为我们的束缚
对爱情的无助
我想我知道

energy - 眼泪的味道

2007-09-14T05:48:00.000-07:00

and so ,

theres a saying that says that the ones that are closest to you are those who are gonna hurt you really badly .

and i believe it .

but of course ,

there are some that will nvr ever hurt you in their thousands of years .

and that is of course people who loves you the most (:

if things arent gonna get any better ,

i think its better for all of us to stay this way .

no gb ,

somehow .

it didnt feel like friday .

but it any case alyss , aimin and i continued with our secret .

only this time esther knows .

cos she came with us .

toh was at peace room peace-ing .

HAH !

went back and peace-ed with toh .

studied quite alot .

and sheila , jaswin came to join us a lill while .

was crapping .

they left .

cam whore-ed .

cos we were in the mood .

and .

aimin cant jump for nuts .

and shes being mean by not going online to send me the pics .

EVIL ~

anyway .

i think what mabel says is quite true .

and mabel ,

i will always be there to hear your probs and we can share it together (:

i love you darling .

actually ,

i dont know if what happens now is a blessing in disguise .

i dont know why ,

but thats how i feel lah ~

cos i think we became really strong that we now kinda share everything and anything .

but i guess without them ,

everything seems funny .

but since it has to happen ,

ohwell ,

just accept it lorh ~

oh oh .

and today we took a free bus ride in 174 .

is some kfc movement thingy .

Thank God for the free bus ride .

cos i was really broke .

anycase ,

when you exit ,

there is this sensor and it was play the kfc song .

its damn cute .

and i was facinated .

so much that i look like some sua ku ( mountain tortoise )

or maybe i'm always facinated by little things .

HHA ~

ohwell ~

2007-09-13T04:03:00.000-07:00

i think ryeo wook , the one with the black hair is so cute (:

i think she is so hot (:

and so ,
i'm having bloody tsunami .

i was having really bad cramps during POA .
so pain that i ate 3 pink pills .

i think i prob overdoes a lill .
cos aft that i was rather drowsy .
but aft a good short nap ,
i was FINE (:

also ,
i'm pms-ey during this period of time .
so if i ever pms-ed at you .
i'm sorry .
i dont mean it .
its just that time of the mth .
please understand .

besides ,
i dont pms anytime other than during this period (:

cos i'm MISS NICE (:

so ,
ss was a lill eh . strict ?

physics was all abt cursing and swearing for me .
i was doing that the whole lesson .

was supposed to visit eunice .
but she was discharged .
so stayed back in church to do hw , study and stuffs .

but as usual ,
we sidetrack .
to hairs .

esther is considering cutting bob .
and we're in the mist of persuading aimin to cut long bangs .
cos her hair line is going more and more back .
HEH !

and i was explaining sources to toh , esther and alyss .
cos i like SBQ .
cos its all abt reading in btw the lines and understanding .
therefore .
come to me if you have probs with that .
i'll gladly teach you .
(:

anw ,
alyss , aimin and i share a secret (:
THE 3 As .
: D

also ,
church attachment is ending : (
i was just begining to enjoy it .
cos of all the drama happening now : D D
HEH !

anw ,
who would have thought that studying was FUN (:

and vk wishes that i got hit down by that yellow car that we saw at coro .
ARSEHOLE VK !

and and ,
i love bubble tea with extra pearls (:

ok .
that was random .

todays bubble tea was ok .
the pearls were a lill too soft ~
and that sucks .

also ,
i have decided .
if i'm not getting married by 23 yrs old ,
i gonna adopt a child .
and i wont give birth once i adopt .

but the chances of me adopting is very high .
cos i dont wish to go through the pain of pregnancy .
so .
since there are so many unwanted kids .
i'm adopting (:

ok ,
thats rather random also .

in anycase ,
AUDREY IS NICE (:

2007-09-12T03:33:00.000-07:00

VK WAS NICE at 1719pm .

on the 120907 .

and , i came SPECIALLY online just to post this .

2007-09-11T03:55:00.000-07:00

i'm HAPPY today (:
yours truly finished SS paper ! ! ! !
YIPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEE : D D

but my handwriting was sucky ~
seriously .
but forget it .
for the sake of finishing my paper .
its ok ~

alyss scared the hell outta me .
and i nearly cried while copying my georg hw .
cos i was really worried abt her and stuffs ~
but i'm ok now (:

anw ,
CM is one person you could really kill .
she is damn talented .
she plays piano , guitar and drums .
and is now learning how to play bass guitar .
! ! ! ! ! !

today ,
aimin , toh and esther was doing their kite runner project ~
was snacking away ~
went coro for kampong fried rice and sweet pearls .
but was damn sad .
cos none of them was available ~
: ( ( (

there would be no more zhong zi yi jia for me .
it would only be aft exams that i can watch .
cos i wanna study my heart out ~
no more going out and snacking as and when i like .
its BYE BYE relaxing days and HELLO books : (
for maybe abt 3 weeks .

anw .
my hair is getting a lill thick .
and its been sometime since i have thick hair .
so its time to layer it (:

shall ask my sis (:
and maybe we can try the outside look coolies salon .
but dont know inside how .

HAH ~
ms ling cut her hair .
into the bob hairstyle .
i think it looks weird .
HEH ~

2007-09-07T00:55:00.000-07:00

Bleed it out
Here we go for the hundredth time
Hand grenade pins in every line
Throw them up and let something shine
Going out of my fucking mind
Filthy mouth, no excuse
Find a new place to hang this noose
String me up from atop these roofs
Knot it tight so I won't get loose
The truth is you can stop and stare
Run myself out and no one cares
Dug the trench out, dug down there
Put the shovel up out of reach somewhere
Someone pour it in, make it a dirt dance floor again
Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in

I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away
Just to throw it away, just to throw it away
I bleed it out, go, stop the show
Drop your boards and let sloppy show
Shotgun opera lock and load
Cock it back and then watch it go
Momma help me, I've been cursed
Death is rolling in every verse
Candy paint on his brand new hearse
Can't contain and he knows he works
Fuck this hurts, I won't lie
Doesn't matter how hard I try
Half the words don't mean a thing
And I know that I won't be satisfied
So why, try ignore him?
Make it a dirt-dance floor again
Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in

I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away
Just to throw it away, just to throw it away
I bleed it out

I've opened up these scars
I'll make you face us
I've pulled myself so far
I'll make... you... face... us... now...

I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away
Just to throw it away, just to throw it away
I bleed it out
Digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away
Just to throw it away, just to throw it away
I bleed it out
I bleed it out

够爱
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影

指头还残留你为我擦的指甲油
没想走你好像说过你和我会不会有以后

世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙
爱你的我

你听见了吗我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明我为了你存在的意义

爱你的我
不能停止脉搏为了爱你奋斗就请你让我说出口

I FINISHED MY SOCIAL STUDIES .
part of the two sets (:
an accomplishment .
i'm left with one one social studies paper .

lets see ,
english - done
maths - undone
ss - part of it
chinese - undone

i'm gonna be so busy ~

this show is not bad .
damn funny ~
and i've only watched till ep 3 part 1 .

anw .
wu zun's hairstule inside the show (:

i think it look so much better with the highlight (:
he looks cooler .
HEH !

2007-09-05T05:45:00.000-07:00

had leadership conference today .

it wasnt that bad lah ~
cos my trainer was coolies to the max max .
shes some ex student of st margs also .
coolies : D

anw ,
aft that went to thai for dinner .

aft that bett ask me to meet her toa payoh ~
to have dinner and to help her buy some stuffs from popular .
and so i went .

aimin will make the most irritating mum on earth man ~
she kept asking me why am i going to toa payoh .
why must meet my friends .
who are they and stuffs like that ~
shes irritating .
100% worse than my mum ~

anw .
half way through the journey ,
bett called me asking if i was willing to wait till abt 7 plus for her and alvin .
obvioursly yours truly said no .
so i called feli if she was already on her way there or smth ~
and she told me she was already there with a friend .
so i met up with her instead .

i was waiting for her at some pillar whereby she had to play a trick on me .
and my new friend was also involved .

new friend : eh . can i have your no .
AUDREY ! : ( on earpiece ) HUH ? !
new friend : eh . your no .
AUDREY ! : HUH ? toilet ?
new friend : no . number ~
AUDREY ! : oh . eh . i'm not straight .
new friend : join the club ! i'm not too .
AUDREY ! : HUH ? ! you girl ? you look more like a guy leh .
new friend : yep . see , i dont have adam apple .
AUDREY ! : oh . then i'm straight then .
* feli comes out laughing *

yes yes ,
my new friend is CHARMAINE MAHHHHHHHH ~
i love her to bits please .
she is so crappy and nice (:
and she helped me carry my bag (:
CHARMAINE MAH IS MY LOVE : D D D D

so we walked arnd .
and feli had to such an arsehole to be not sure of what she wants to eat .
arsehole .

so i bought my sotongs and my bubble tea .
and i was a satisfied girl (:
wanted to buy doughnuts .
but they didnt look so nice to me .
so decided not to .

anw .
i think tang yu zhe is hot (:
HEH !

2007-09-04T02:27:00.000-07:00

終極一家 is not bad .
i'm still half way through my first ep .
and its damn funny and cold .
i like the visual effects (:
its like some magical show .
damn coolies .
shld watch ~

this is ep 01-1 .

anw .
was late for physics .
aft physics .
the rest left for the zoo except me : (
cos i had to do english project .
went to a few places .
but it was ALL PACKED ~

in the end .
went to swirl .

finished it quite fast and blast my arse off to meet bett and feli ~

i was sneezing like mad .
so they sent me home instead .

and and .
.

.

.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY FELI LOVE ~

i love feli too much (:
and she loves me too much too (:

anw .
this is what happens when doing homework starts to get really boring .

yes yes .
one becomes very lame .

early this morning .
when i was walking to the other bus stop ,
i saw a used pink condom .
i stood there and just stared at that thing .

aft that .
i thought to myself .
some horny bastard must have called for a chicken and didnt had enough money to book a room at the hotel . thus , they did it in some hidden area .
WAHAHAHHAHAH !

2007-09-02T22:32:00.000-07:00

OMG ! ! ! !
its so cooooooold .

watching hana kimi's behind the scenes are so entertaining .
and not to mention .
got new show coming out .
its called 公主小妹 .
casts are wu zun (: , angela zhang (:
YAY ! ! !

and and .
also ,
there is a hana kimi 2 .
it shld be shown in 2008 (:

and and .
i wanna watch zong ji yi jia ! ! !
HAH !

also ,
i like their opening song for the show (:
its damn nice (:
i tried downloading it .
but they have all the people talking in front .
so its not very nice .
but i'll still find a way (:

toodles (:

2007-09-02T01:20:00.000-07:00

OMG ~
its so darn funny .

i was watching 娛樂百分百 on youtube abt wu zun .
and i cant stop laughing now .
its so funny please .
laughed until my stomach pain !
xiao zhu and xiao gui is like the best funniest host lah ~
OMG !
its freaking funny .

i think this song is nice (:
and not to mention .
the car is HOTTTT too (:

i wanted to satisfy my craving for doughnuts today .
went to a few places to find doughnuts .
but dont have : (

wanted to ask beat and huxin to follow me to holland to get doughnuts .
but decided not to .

instead i bought my new love ,
DOVE MILK CHOCOLATE (:

the taxi we took back to sch was scary .
the ride was superb WOOOOOOOOAHHHH ~

quick replies ;
feli : who ask you so long nvr come see me .
but i still love you bitch (:
and and . black dye is so much better on you (:

bett : arsehole .
you trying to say i outdated is it !

美人魚

2007-08-31T23:47:00.000-07:00

WU ZUN'S THE CUTEST (:

2007-08-31T04:01:00.000-07:00

OMG ~
i think hes the cutest now (:

i rewatch protege again ~
i think daniel wu looks like wu zun .
they're both so HOTTTTT (:

anyway .
felt piggy today (:

didnt go cycling : (

teacher's day celebration was ok .
just that no class party : (

ate lunch with the rest and min hui (:
i think min hui is so funny : D

ohman ~
sept hols is superb packed !
darn .

my progress report sucks the hell outta me .
i failed 2 damn subs .
both combine .
humanities fail nvm .
cos expected .

but i failed science !
my chem was all pass with like colours .
and it was physics that pulled my marks down .
cos i have a mc for one test .
and the other test which was a pratical .
i had like a damn mark of 4 / 20 .
SHIIIIIIITTTTTTTTT IT !

i gotta study hard for the eoy to save my ass man !

ARGHHHHH ~

stupid leadership training .
damn ~
bye hols : (

2007-08-30T06:06:00.000-07:00

maybe its me or smth .

why do i feel that vk's head shrink .

did she do smth to her hair ?

hmmm .

s.h.e:谢谢你如此温柔

s.h.e:捧着爱情静静等候

s.h.e:我的双手

s.h.e:其实同样在颤抖

s.h.e:但我能给你什么

s.h.e:我只是一个他遗忘的我

s.h.e:心被一扫而空

s.h.e:我会把你种在我心中

s.h.e:也许某天会终于

s.h.e:再次长出一个梦

飞轮海:不知道不明了不想要

飞轮海:为什么我的心
飞轮海:明明是想靠近
飞轮海:却孤单到黎明

飞轮海:不知道不明了不想要

飞轮海:为什么我的心

飞轮海:那爱情的绮丽

飞轮海:总是在孤单里

飞轮海:再把我的最好的爱给你

s.h.e:谢谢你如此温柔

s.h.e:点着笑容的灯火

s.h.e:只温暖而不打扰我的寒冬

s.h.e:还没决定往哪走

s.h.e:才所以不能答应你陪我

s.h.e:怕你会变成我

s.h.e:我会把你种在我心中

s.h.e:也许某天会终于

s.h.e:再次长出一个梦

飞轮海:不知道不明了不想要

飞轮海:为什么我的心

飞轮海:明明是想靠近

飞轮海:却孤单到黎明

飞轮海:不知道不明了不想要

飞轮海:为什么我的心

飞轮海:那爱情的绮丽

飞轮海:总是在孤单里

飞轮海:再把我的最好的爱给你

飞轮海:不知道不明了不想要

飞轮海:为什么我的心

飞轮海:明明是想靠近

飞轮海:却孤单到黎明

飞轮海:不知道不明了不想要

飞轮海:为什么我的心

飞轮海:那爱情的绮丽

飞轮海:总是在孤单里

飞轮海:再把我的最好的爱给你

s.h.e:谢谢你如此温柔

s.h.e:点着笑容的灯火

s.h.e:只温暖而不打扰我的寒冬

s.h.e:还没决定往哪走

s.h.e:才所以不能答应你陪我

s.h.e:怕你会变成我

i'm in love with this song currently (:

cos i think wu zun looks nice here (:

i'm in love with him currently .

cos i just started watching hana kimi (:

and my nights are almost all spent on watching hana kimi (:

i think he is superb cute inside the show and in the mv (:

xie xie ni de wen rou (:

anyway .
did cip today .
and i think the popo i took today was very cute (:
she treats me like her own grand daughter .
and i also treat her like my grand ma (:
her husband also superb cute (:
i think i love taking care of her : D

aft that waited for aimin and toh to finish their stuffs .
and went to macs to eat dinner (:
we were laughing like mad .

and tmr i'm gonna get scolding cos i dont have house tee shirt .
and tmr we're going cycling at EAST COAST (:

its been so long since we cycled : D
YAY !
LOVES !

2007-08-25T23:44:00.000-07:00

was late for ushering today .
couldnt wake up .
was burning midnight oil to watch hana kimi (:

yes .
rather late .
hana kimi was a very long time show .
but cant blame me for being so late .

also .
i was late cos my personal alarm clock is working morning shift .
so yeah ~
woke up late .

went coro to buy bubble tea .
bought for my mum and my sis (:
cab back .
the fare was like onlt 2.60 .

i suddenly have an urge to cut my hair .
but then again .
maybe not .
see how .

bettina misses me alot alot alot alot (:
i miss her too .
i havent seen her in the longest time .
i miss you biatch : (
i cant wait to see you soon .

anw .
i think cosplay is FUN (:
cos i saw pics of ppl doing cosplay .
hmmm .

i think hana kimi is nice .
and i think tang yu zhe is HOT (:
mega hot .

and .
i'm officially out of clothes and i have little shorts .
so i'm going on a shopping spreeeeeeeeeee .
with my sister of course .

my sis is coming home is another 10-20 mins .
i guess ((((((:

there are many ants in my room .
dont know how they got here .
its prob i'm too sweet : D

anw .
ants sucks .
i hate creepy crawlies .

oh oh .
my future dream is to open an ice cream van near any beach places anywhere .
is it very funny ?
cos when i tell bettina , feli and yun jing .
they first huh me and say , thats it ?
yup , thats it .
isnt is better to have dream that is realistic and nice (:
just imagine .
your ice cream van by the beach .
its damn realxing please .
and you can enjoy all the breeze and stuffs like that .
damn coolies .
so yeah .
simple yet nice .

ok .
and so .
i think i have a new eye candy (:
wanna know .
guess (:
WHAHAH !

HEY BITCH ! YOU'RE DITCHED !

2007-08-23T06:10:00.000-07:00

today's recess was pissing .
seriously .
got scolded for nothing .
but mine wasnt as bad as toh and esther's .
thank God for that ~

anw .
the class is into hole punching now .
cos the sch needs it for some stuffs .
but it was fun lah ~
hole punching here and there .
HAH !

jaswin kaur's the coolest ~
she watches chinese dramas .
HAH !
coolies (:
so is SHIRIN : D D D
and SHEILAAAAAAA (:

i like kissables .
i think they are nicer (:
so my new chocolate would be kissables instead of M&Ms .
: D

i was playing with alyss during POA again .
toh was like half dead ~
so alyss and i played and lamed arnd (:

anw .
there are a few movies i wanna catch this hol (:
Blood Brothers
881
Ratatouille
Secret
License to Wed
Hairspray
Rush Hour 3

abt there .
i think its gonna cost me a BOMB !
HAH !

another movie i'm not sure if it will be showed in Singapore is called Tokoyo Tower .
its a very touching movie abt a son and a mum .
the trailer i watched made me cried .
so yeah ~
if its released in Singapore .
I WOULD DEFINATELY WATCH IT (:

anw ,
i think i'm rather outdated .
the latest movie i've watched is Fantastic 4 .
so yeah ~
gotta update myself .
HEH ~

i feel nice .
cos i lent toh my w810 phone .
cos hers kinda spoiled .
so yeah (:
AUDREY IS NICE .

i've been thinking alot today when i was playing bridge today .
there is a very weird feeling between me and a friend .
we seem to not talk to each other like how we would in the past .
we seem to treat each other as maybe high quality glass .
it just happened .
without any warning .
maybe i'm just sensitive .
who knows .

i'm gonna drag my sister with me to toa payoh on sat MAN ! !
i needa buy stuffs .
HEH !

tmr ,
AUDREY TAN IS GONNA TEACH DRILLS (:
impressive huh .
i'm impressed when alyss told me also .
cos i'm in P&W .
and not Drill and Recreation .
so yeah : D D D
WAHHAHA !

i'm thinking .
how shld i surprise my friend with a gift .
what does she need .
though she said theres no need for present .
i think i ought to give her .
smth small but special .
smth special yet she will rmb me everytime she sees it .
smth that she can bring it arnd .
hmmmm .
is there such a thing ?

HEY BITCH ! YOU'RE DITCHED (:

2007-08-21T05:33:00.000-07:00

the wonderful memories we had at west coast park (:
though it was raining like siao .
still had FUN .
running arnd in the rain .

jerrica's brother is so handsome and shy and small .
HAH !
beatrice brother is so cute (:
they were like some parent when joshua and gabe was at Ljoy .
superb funny .

played captain's ball with mabel beat and jerry ~
it was superb windy .
and mabel and i were just walking walking .
HAH !
it was fun though .
cos mabel was being such an ass hole by missing all the balls i threw to her .

today was fine .
just that everything felt funny ~

oh .
and did i mention that i fell at west coast ?
a very drama one .
theres this slope look alike thingy .
and it was straight then with the concave thingy .
so i was alking on the concave thingy .
then , it was my last step to another plank .
and it was a down slope .
the shoe i was wearing has little grip .
and when i took my last step .
i fell .
like in the drama .
and they all laughed .

and and .
now my left side of my body is aching .
for some reason .
was telling alyss what if i become paralysed at one side .
HOW HOW HOW !
and alyss was like .
then i help you break the other side and you will be equal !
nice alyss .

talked to aunty florence(:
shes so nice .
we were talking abt kids and housework .
and toh and i were like some failure housewives .
we prob joined the wrong cca .
we shld have joined guides .
cos they teach you how to be housewives (:

anw .
i've thought abt this when i was going home .
---- are classic case of ----
go fill in the blanks .

lois ng came .
and we talked till late .
shes so funny .
she kept repeating herself .
and she said i was dangerous .
nice .

heard this on the bus .
hey bitch .
you're ditched .
laughed out loud .
the person looked at me .
and i just look at the person back .
and yeah ~

HEY BITCH , YOU'RE DITCHED (:

2007-08-18T03:09:00.000-07:00

LM.C

i think maya is rather cute : D
and huixin thinks they are ah-beng-ish .

finally .
yesterday and this afternoon .
i was finally able to sleep peacefully (:

prob cos i was superb tired yesterday .
went thai aft gb .
swirl aft that ~
played bridge there .

and and .
the was another grp there from hwa chong that played bridge .
we kept hearing .
shawn shawn .
and all of us were speechless .
our game of bridge was mega quiet as compared to theirs .
and we were like some masters in bridge .
HAH !

ice cream was nice (:
i like mine : D D
pure chocolate and double mint chocolate .
and the spoon was like dragon boating peddle .
coolies .

went home .
slack arnd and went to sleep at 9 .
today woke up at 10 .
then went back to sleep at 12 plus or smth ~
and it was a really good weather to sleep in .
woke up with many many miss calls that i dont think i'm gonna call back .
call me back if its really important ok (:
BE NICE : D

oh yes yes .
the top that my sister bought is not from macs .
its from some vintage shop .
i think i'm gonna check there out (:

i'm currently finding this song from LM.C which i heard on the tv today ~
they didnt put the song title .
cos it was from some concert .
it has a nice classical tune played by the electric guitarist .
and and .
it was mega rock-ish ~
which is nice (:
and its taking me a freaking long time to find .
arghhh ~

i think i'm brusting .
and maybe i think i found it (:
AND I FOUND IT : D D D D
WOOOOHOOO :D

i so love that song please ! ! !
i was doubting that song's mv if it was that song i'm finding .
but now i heard the full ver .
IT IS (:
YAYYYYY : D

BOYS AND GIRLS (:

this band is a Jrock band .
the guy with the pink hair is an electric guitarist (:
and i think hes cute too (:
but cos maya likes lollipops .
and he does not .
thats why i prefered maya to him (:
HAH (:

toodles love .

2007-08-16T05:32:00.000-07:00

my sis bought me a top from holland macs on monday ~
i think its superb cute (:
and she was right to say that i would love it (:
my sis knows BEST !

thats right .
i'm lovin' it ~

the sides of the top ~
superb nice .

and so ~
i think i shall wear it this sunday to church (:

for once in my life .
i felt the emptiness ~
thats its so deep ~

and only then .
i realised that i spend so much time with them ~

2 sleepless nights ~
thats all ~
no big deal ~
thats what i said to comfort myself .
but there i am lying tossing and turning ~
trying to forget everything and get to sleep .
i'm really tired .
really really tired .

i rmb whatever rev barry say during service .
Praise God under any circumstances .
i stop condemning .
and started crying to God .
i felt His comforting hand on me .
and that instance .
i felt that i shld not be crying to Him aft whatever i've done .
the same tongue that i use to Praise Him .
is also used to condemn ppl ~
but i heard Him saying .
no child ~
come back to Me .

i felt that comfort ~
and started crying to Him more .
i felt that i have let Him down too much .
but yet .
He is still willing to take me back ~
and treat me like His very own .

i'm so touched .
i felt that there is none other but You who listens to my woes and cries .
You're the one that is there in my darkest moments hugging me .
You're also the one that shed tears of Joy in my brightest moments .
You loved me unconditionally .

but i still went astray and left You .
the pain must be unbearable .
for i've now experienced it only now .
its so painful .
the pain is like as if someone literally tear your heart apart .
unbearable .

i guess i only have myself to blame .
cos i decided to hurt You .
and now You've taught me a lesson that i'll rmb it .
You took away my bestest buddies .
just like how i took You, my best friend away in my life .
You wanted me to treasure everything i have including You .
cos You dont want me to sink deeper into my mistake .
i thank You for that .

somehow or rather .
through my sleepless nights .
this saying came to me mind .

Life is not a box of chocs .
instead its a puzzles .
the people who are called friends are the ones that help you piece your life into a beautiful picture .
you in turn ,
help them piece their puzzle .
help it to make it even a better picture .

while some leave people's life not finishing their puzzles .
some finished and framed them up .

somehow .
it was comforting to know that although some were gone .
theres still a bunch of people that are always there to carry you .
its a really nice feeling .

i broke down again today when i saw bettina .
i just couldnt help it .
somehow she could understand eveything without me having to say out .
she lend me her shoulder .
she knew i dont like talking abt probs .
i love crying them out .
going for a short nap .
and wake up being a happy person .

she left me by saying that its prob time to stop wearing the masks that i wear everyday .
and start letting people know who i really am .

i spend my bathing time thinking abt it .
its maybe really that i've been wearing a mask for too long a time .
maybe my other side is nvr really out .
i choose to hide it away .
prob in fear that i'll be considered weak in people's eyes .

the name Audrey .
means noble and strong .

but is the strong meaning the physical or emotionally ?
prob both .
physically , maybe i am .
cos i dont cry easily .
emotionally , maybe i'm not .
i also rather cry inside and not let anybody know abt it .
cos maybe its something that really need alot of my courage to do it .

to think .
my own enemy is myself .
having to face myself .
and lie to myself that eveything is alright .
but i guess .
when i'm in reality ,
its not alright .

my sister is not with me these days .
so i just have to take things in my own hands .
i cant share with her .
neither can i hear her advice .
shes really my best friend and sister .

this is really a very painful lesson .
it took away almost my everything .
but i know i'm still left with friends that would most prob stand through me .
and i thank them for that .
they have made me see that i still have them .
i still have their love .
and prob thats all that matters now .

for those who left me .
thanks for piecing those pieces .
i'll pick up the remainding and piece them myself .
but i'll still love you .

a picture torn apart .
but i kept asking myself .
is it worth the effort piecing everything back and hoping it will be the same ?
is it worth crying over the loss ?
maybe yes .
maybe no .

emptiness .
nvr a good feeling .
thanks for letting me experiencing it .
you've left an unerasable scar on me that i'll carry it with me forever and ever .

thanks alyss and toh who listened to all my woes today .
its was nice to have both of you as my listening ears .

lets hope time will heal everything .
and maybe tmr .
i'll be the same person (:

2007-08-14T06:23:00.000-07:00

make a clever guess and guess which one i traced and which one my sis traced ~

shirin brought me vaseline ~
this gel like thingy for my rash ~
and i've to say .
the gel is really good : D D D
my rash is so much better now (:
THANKS !

click 5 changed their main lead .
yes i know i'm superb outdated .
but the new lead is WOOOOH ~
absolute handsome (:

and and .
i think my physics practical is totally screwed ~
my paper was in a mess .
and another thing was that .
for some reason .
i kept dropping my apparatus .
the room is like damn quiet .
and there i am drooping things ~
really nice audrey ~

tmr chem's practical ~
YAY !
mixing of chemicals ! ! !
WOOOHOOO !
i think it would be FUNNNNN (:

i think shes so hot here .

and and .
i think that siti mas reminds me rihanna ~
i dont know why ~
but it reminds me of her whenever i see siti mas ~

oh well ~

SHUT UP & DRIVE
I've been looking for a driver who's qualified
So if you think that you're the one, step into my ride
I'm a fine-tuned, super sonic, speeding machine
With a sunroof top and a gangster lean

So if you feel it let me know (Know, know)
Come on now, what you waiting for? (For, for)
My engine's ready to explode (explode, explode)
So start me up and watch me go (Go, go, go!)

Get you where you want to go, if you know what I mean
Got a ride that's smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves?
Can you run all the lights?
If you can baby boy, then we can go all night
Goes from 0 to 60 in 3.5
Baby, you got the keys...
Now, shut up and drive (Drive, drive, drive)
Shut up and drive (Drive, drive, drive)

I got class like a '57 Cadillac
Got all the drive with a whole lot of boom in the back
You look like you can handle what's under my hood
You keep saying that you will, boy I wish you would

So if you feel it let me know (Know, know)
Come on now, what you waiting for? (For, for)
My engine's ready to explode (explode, explode)
So start me up and watch me go (Go, go, go!)

Get you where you want to go, if you know what I mean
Got a ride that's smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves?
Can you run all the lights?
If you can baby boy, then we can go all night
Goes from 0 to 60 in 3.5
Baby, you got the keys...
Now, shut up and drive (Drive, drive, drive)
Shut up and drive (Drive, drive, drive)

'Cause you know that whip got what I got
Get it, get it
Don't stop
It's a sure shot
Ain't a Ferrari?
Huh? Boy I'm sorry
I ain't even worried
So step inside and ride

So if you feel it let me know (Know, know)
Come on now, what you waiting for? (For, for)
My engine's ready to explode (explode, explode)
So start me up and watch me go (Go, go, go!)

Get you where you want to go, if you know what I mean
Got a ride that's smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves?
Can you run all the lights?
If you can baby boy, then we can go all night
Goes from 0 to 60 in 3.5
Baby, you got the keys...
Now, shut up and drive (Drive, drive, drive)
Shut up and drive (Drive, drive, drive)
Shut up and drive (Drive, drive, drive)
Shut up and drive (Drive, drive, drive)

2007-08-12T00:18:00.000-07:00

and so .
had sunday service today .
fell asleep twice or thrice .
cant really rmb .

did usher .
its such a killer to do smth early in the morning when the night before you're like half dead .
but it was an easy job lah ~
just give out bulletin and say good morning .
and dont need to say .
i was late .
i kept snoozing my alarm .
from 7 am onwards .
was too tired .

my latest cute cute boy boy (:
he is like ultra naughty ~
and very cheeky .
and he is only 3 years old !
and he can speak a whole lot of amazing words (:

issac's video (:

he is ultra hyper active .
and hes gonna grow up to be a handsome boy boy (:
and he likes me .
cos he kept on calling jie jie .
and kept pulling me arnd with him (:
ultra cute i tell you (:

and he kept bullying ethan ~
superb funny ~
he kept snatching ethan's Singapore flag and not return him .
than when my uncle gave him a watch in exchange for the flag .
he told than that he can give him his flag ~
i was like laughing like mad lah !

vince didnt come : (
cos he was sick !
and on national day when he came .
he was very emo ~
and he kept showing me the -_-" face .
only aft i take his pic and show him .
he wil smile smile and talk in his language .
ultra cutesey : D

i heard from my aunt which is his mom that there was one time ,
she brought him to isetan to shop .
so there is this section that they have like scooter try outs .
so vince saw and he pushed this guy which is like 5 , 6 years old and rather big size guy and ride onto the scooter and went off .
than another time was when he is with his grandma .
this lady dont whether unintentionally or intentionally cut their queue and was infront of them .
vince shouted at her in his language and everybody got a shock ~

when my sis heard it ~
she was like .
WOAH ! future head prefect ~

i saw this sign when i was coming home .
it was at my guard's table .

i think its like so cute (:

saw this .
would anybody buy for me ?
HAH !
i used to have 2 .
than it bred like siao ~
i miss them : (

did chinese compo .
was impressed at the descriptive words that i used .
finished .
played .
went home .

i wanna go white sands to shop ! ! !
it was nice to walk one level by one level !

2007-08-11T02:42:00.000-07:00

and so .
my mum is watching some thai horror flick entitled " the sisters "
its ultra freaky ~
cos before that i watched it on channel 56 .
and i watch like the ending .
my mum kinda watch from the beginning .
shes a big fan of horror flicks ~
i used to be .
until that fateful day when i watched this horror flick that totally freaked me out ~
its called " a wicked ghost "
scary ~

anyway ~
yesterday .
i accomplished smth ~
which is walked in haunted house i escape .

first time .
i walked in with sheila oh and clique .
i wasnt wearing my specs .
so i cant really see and i was closing my eyes .
cos the supposedly the guy that lead us kept laughing into my ears .
so i kept screaming .
with shirin ~
HAH !

2nd time .
shirin and i decided to be the first one and lead the whole grp .
cos we wanted to see what we were screaming for .
so we went in .
from holding on to shirin hands .
i went behind her and stepped on her .
from behind her .
i hugged her from behind very tightly ~
its superb funny ~

i think i would do to anybody who is like infront of me or beside me .
HAH !

but shirin is still my bestest partner (:
cos she always brighten up my day when i'm sad .
so i love shirin .

cos i love anybody who can brighten up my day whenever i'm sad .

and i'm having a party now .
and i didnt even know abt it ?
nice .
really nice .

i'm leaving to play with my vickie (:
toodles (:

2007-08-10T06:23:00.001-07:00

i like looking my best even when i'm in the water (:

pic of the day ! !
minhui and lester shaking hands (:

and so .
today was class outing .
went out early in the morning to go escape .

met up with rabbit and all ~

went escape .
only to find out that many rides were closed .
except the inverter .
but didnt take it ~
my stomach had the quincy feeling ~

this is lester .
lois ng's nephew .
hes a cutesey lill boy boy (:
and hes wearing a lill lifeguard shirt that his aunty bought cos he got wet .
and he is SO ATTRACTIVE (:

went to white sands to eat dinner .
without toh toh .
cos she had some bbq .

walked arnd .
crap arnd .
played arcade .
my skills in House of the Dead 4 is laking .
hmmmm .

anyway ~
want a good workout ?
just head down to the arcade and play basket ball .
your legs would be so freaking tired ~

saw this ~

beautiful isnt it ?
its a guy's one .
BUT I LOVE T !

its so nice !
I WANT IT !
would any kind soul sponser me .
it s 35 plus ~
cheap huh .

aimin's money are flying ~
WHEEEEE ~

sad aimin~
shes like broke .
terribly ~

more pics up tmr (:

i'm tired .
oh oh .
tmr .
there would also be the stop abt the haunted house with shirin : D D
toodles (:

2007-08-09T02:41:00.000-07:00

aimin's bday present from me and beat : D
DARNEY ! ! !

my lunch yesterday .
i wanted to take more .
but decided not be such a greedy pig ~

me alyss and aimin (:

toh's depressed sleeping look ~

yesterday was parade day .
i was rather amused by almost all the casualties from gb .

cos seriously ~
if you feel like fainting .
would you be laughing and walking up to the podium with faces that shows relieve and not needing anybody to support you ?

but i see people from gb that have the determination to stand throughout the parade even they were on the verge of fainting .
so for that i salute them (:

and and .
alyss .
you shld really scold them .
seriously ~

could see that mr soh wasnt really happy ~
cos he gave everybody a lecture .
and his last sentence was really funny ~
"keep the UG flag flying high"
OMG !
at that moment i was like imagining the flag flying with some really grand music .

had celebration .
saw mrs koh's daughter .
shes so petty (:
and cutesey (:

and mrs karren tay has a son .
and mrs koh and mrs tay are good friends .
hmmmmm .
HAH ~

aimin and i were like superb high ~
we were singing like siao .
the skit was nice .
i like the Japanese soldiers part ~
its was really LOL ~
damn funny ~

after that went tiong baru to eat porridge buffet .
i was the only one who wanted to drink soup .
but decided to eat porridge with the rest of them .

and and .
i was the only one that ate rice .
and yesterday .
they served good food .
so my plate was filled with food .
and the rest of them plate was like PATHETIC ~
HAH !

i wanted to go for a second round but decided not to.
cos i didnt want to be such a greedy pig ~

went to the playground to slack .
took many videos .

toh toh burusting the ondeh ondeh ~

aimin's .
but hers was nothing lah ~

another toh's one .

aimin talking like huixin ~
superb funny ~

toh toh's one again ~

i think thats abt it ~
cos i dont rmb how many videos are there .

yesterday .
we asked ques .
and i think those were really good ques .
cos we thought alot ~

one of the ques i asked was .
"have you ever wondered how life would be aft sec sch ?"

and and .
we talked abt our class party 10 years later .
for all you know .
minhui would be some Dj .
and she cant stop talking .

we imagined aimin to be some super model .
we imagined tkl with long hair , girly and with a bf ~
we imagined ahlee being so demure .

HAH !
what a thought .

depressed toh toh .

and also .
we tried to strip toh toh ~

FRIENDS FOREVER (:

2007-08-05T06:00:00.000-07:00

yesterday was ahlee's bbq ~
we all went except mabel lim's clique and alyss ~

i was amazed at the 2l coke bottle .
and and .
vk krishnan and tkl wore black fbt (:
the thinner one is tkl .
the one with the fat ass is vk krishnan's .
HAH !

didnt really take lots of pics with other ppl .
other than vk .
cos we were being anti social .
so we sat at the swing and cam whore .
the rest of the pics are all with ms ng .
so yeah ~
shall get it soon .

and i messed up vk krishnan's hair (:

stupid tkl had to smear cream mixed with dont know what on my hair .
and it was ewwww please .
and i think suan-ing lois ng is fun .
cos it was superb funny ~

atalia's long hand .
that arse hole kept scaring me that there was something behind me .

arsehole atalia !
i dont like her .
and i kept hitting vk and screaming .
cos i'm scared .
stupid lion howie ! ! !

i was late for church .
and and .
i did games for Ljoy ~
aft that the kids were like superb high .
and it made me superb high too .

and and .
i dont understand why guys like football .
its like 22 ppl chasing aft a ball ? !
correction .
20 ppl .
the other 2 is smarter .
stand there and let the ball come to them .
HAH !
by rev barry !

i like click five's new song .
entitled Jenny !
its ultra nicey !

i cant wait for friday : D D
class outing to ESCAPE !
haunted house together man !
WHEEE ~
LOVES ;

2007-08-03T06:36:00.001-07:00

HAPPY ONE DAY BELATED BIRTHDAY DARLING !

you're my sweetest darling .
i love you many many many many .
thank God for putting you in my life .

though i always suan you .
i just wanna let you know that .
i still love you very very very much .
you're like the most amazing friend i've ever found .
LOVES ;

you're always there whenever i need you .
doing little things that would brighten up my mood .
so i wanna shout .
I LOVE LOH AIMIN (: